i drove down this road today
a road that’s tainted with your smile
your laugh
your eyes.
i drove until my eyes were blurry
and my lungs were aching.
even the trees sing your name,
throwing it around on a winter breeze.
you’re everything.
you’re everywhere.
Dec 8, 2024
Dec 8, 2024 at 5:50 PM UTC
you think you know me
because youve seen the paleness of my skin
the lines against my thighs
youve seen the fabric being taken off
youve heard the belt buckles
the shoes
the clasps
youve heard my breath shake
my whimpers
your name being shouted into oblivion
you think you know me
because youve seen me, heard me, felt me
but you dont know a **** thing.
Dec 8, 2021
Dec 8, 2021 at 2:11 PM UTC
I am a burning fire
the sadder, the brighter
you have no real desire
to love me
I'll expire
and you'll grow tired
no need to lie
just kiss me and
you can leave
Dec 8, 2021
Dec 8, 2021 at 2:05 PM UTC
i have grown flowers out of the marrow of my bones
i have harbored seeds from the blood that flows
i have created skies from the pain in my eyes
and i do it all for you,
my wildflower
Dec 1, 2021
Dec 1, 2021 at 10:03 AM UTC
There will be others
after you.
But
none are
as you are
to me.
Nov 30, 2021
Nov 30, 2021 at 9:39 AM UTC
I don't feel special,
I'm not unique.
I want to cry
but I can't even speak.
My hands reach out,
but they cannot hold
a single thing
but the bitter cold.
Everything's frozen,
I feel lost.
Even my tears
have turned to frost.
When I cut my waist
it bleeds black.
I'm so deeply gone
there's no way back.
This is goodbye
Nov 30, 2021
Nov 30, 2021 at 9:39 AM UTC
The tragedy is
there's a prison in my mind
all the thoughts that lurk there
are ones I wish were never mine
they etch into my heart
the scars I wear so bright
They whisper wicked stories
of things that never happened
or maybe things that did
things that shouldn't create ripples
in the current in my life
but here I lay in bed
stuck awake at night
eyes cutting blankly
through the nothingness of my cold and dark bedroom
Nov 30, 2021
Nov 30, 2021 at 9:38 AM UTC
~
*here is a place
my heart comes to mourn;
a place where these thoughts
are seldom my own.
a place frozen in time
your face covers these walls;
a cold lovers waltz
still haunting these halls.
a window through time
i am left to adore;
here is a place;
i will love you, once more.*
~
Nov 30, 2021
Nov 30, 2021 at 9:38 AM UTC
**** you and that stupid smile.
**** you and that angelic laugh.
**** you and those perfect hands.
**** you for keeping me in love with you
you dont even want me.
Nov 29, 2021
Nov 29, 2021 at 2:58 PM UTC
All I know
Is how
I feel
And sometimes I
Wish I
Knew nothing
Nov 17, 2021
Nov 17, 2021 at 2:53 PM UTC