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Hi you guys I'm Candace...you can call me Candi or C.j. ummmm I love poetry my fav writer is egar Allan poe I have depression issues I'm suicidal an anything else you could Kik me at candibear99 or add me on Facebook at http://Facebook.com/candacegolden or hmu on snap chat at candianjesse or you can follow my Instagram at candibear99 love to hear from you all
This is a story about a girl
A girl who cared too much about the world
She got in her head that she was fat
Turns out she wasn’t and that’s a fact
There was a girl who care too much
She went about her life as such
She cut her thighs
And constantly worried about her size
That girl who cared too much
She starved herself
to please someone else
The girl who cared too much
Now she is dead
and nothing is to be said
about The girl who cared too much
Nobody knows why
she felt she had to die
No one ever saw her cry
The girl who cared too much
Before she died
She said with a sigh
“You won’t charge my mind
The choice is all mine”
The girl who cared too much
“You need to let it be
Because this is all me”
The girl who cared too much
It turned out she lied
The pain that was inside
Came from words she put aside
The girl who cared too much
It’s been a month now
And no one remembers how
they had always put her down
The girl who cared too much
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 12:03 AM UTC
There once was a blade
That made the pain fade
The little girl weeped in shame.
Mr.Blade put her in the hall of fame
Death was the only friend that came
She suffered but no one knew her name
You made her feel worthless that's so lame
You thought this was just a game
She was never the same
She is now gone And you are to blame
May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 11:58 PM UTC
You took my heart right from the start standing inside Harveys as you where bagging the groceries next to us an you looked up into my eyes an then I heard your voice for the very first time you told me I could have your number if I wanted it an I thought I was going to faint the guy with the beautiful hazle brown eyes was talking to me my dad didn't like you because you where 17 an I was only 15 but my heart was still yours an I didn't care...so I went behind his back an kept you close closer than I ever kept someone before and we talked the more we talked the harder I fell....when your hand was in mine no other place I would rather be to bad your a lier and you did exactly what you said you wouldn't i told you I was broken an that if you where going to leave just like everyone else please don't make me fall you told me you where different an that you where not like them you lied your mom caught us talking ***** an she hated me but it was all your fault I never thought like that till I met you till you showed me the new world of life an love I didn't care that she told me to stay away an neither did you still you kept me hanging on just to break me more......you told me wait till I was 16 an you where 18 the days we still talked as if I was yours an you where mine then you turned 18....and you where still mine then the days that followed to me turning 16 two weeks before the day you told me we couldn't be because you had feelings for another.....now your with her an its hurting me....she use to be my friend now she is nothing more than dust in the wind....and you colby.....your the guy that I thought was my prince your the guy that I love your the guy that made all these promises you couldn't keep your the guy that means everything to me your the guy that I mean nothing to your the guy I wish I could get back your the guy I still see when I close my eyes your the guy I want but I know I'll never have again....I don't know why I love you so much but I do.....an I always will till the day I die...but you don't feel the same so I'll say good night
I love you Colby I really do I hope someday you find what your looking for I'm sorry I wasn't her......I wish I hope I thought I wanted to be her an would have done anything to be her to make you happy to be that person......
I....I...I love you
I'm sorry
Goodbye heart
Goodbye smile
Goodbye happiness
You stole it away as soon as you gave it to me
May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 11:42 PM UTC
Someday I will show you
all the words I write
and that is how
you know I love you
May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC