It's 10:57 the next day & I'm still mad.
I suppose you're mad too , rightfully so.
Why is this **** so hard for US ?
I've been smoking **** since I woke up .
It calms me .
I am numb .
BUT , is it weird that this is turning me on ?
From the master bedroom , I crave you .
Why are we mad again ?
I want to forget .
I want to submit to MY man!
I repent ! I repent !
**TO BE CONTINUED ***
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 11:07 AM UTC
Serious question , are any of you guys songwriters ?
If so , comment below .
Thanks !!
Nov 4, 2017
Nov 4, 2017 at 8:12 PM UTC
I’m so tired of my short life!
What do I do for a living?
I have done several things...
I have recently worked
in a food laboratory
before my two surgeries
have left me disabled at the moment
I'm in a tough recovery right now.
I was promoted in my company
for improving a media lab
And the next day my nerve pain put me in the hospital
and discovered I needed cervical disc replacement
Then I had complications with my shoulder
and they had to perform a surgery
and install a ***** that ******* me
I couldn't pay bills in Cali
and lost my entire house with an eviction
Sold what I had and bought a trailer for me
and my family is headed here to Idaho just trying to survive
Gotta love it…
Nov 4, 2017
Nov 4, 2017 at 8:08 PM UTC
You know I love you , right ?
& That I think you're amazing .
I just can't shake this feeling ,
It's becoming unsettling.
The way I've become so
Possessive over you .
The lack of trust is the cause.
I wish you hadn't lied ..
Then apologized..
Then lied again .
Why the hell did you make this **** so hard .
I said I would stay so you're expecting me to TRY .
But sometimes it's hard for me to try when YOU got us in this bind .
Oct 29, 2017
Oct 29, 2017 at 8:12 PM UTC
I'm starting to ask myself
why do you like me?
why me
why not someone else
what's so special
about me
that you see and
I don't
It's just that time
where I start to think
do I deserve anything?
Oct 28, 2017
Oct 28, 2017 at 12:57 AM UTC
Who am I?
I am...
Sensitive..
A day dreamer.
A believer in romance.
A lover.
A fighter.
A risk taker.
I am...
Empathic.
I feel people's pain.
It is a gift and a curse all the same.
I see light and darkness in people.
Love will forever be my weakness.
I am...
A woman with curves.
My eyes are a forest green.
My hair is curly, bouncy, and never stays in place.
I am...
Shy.
Sarcastic.
Stubborn.
Loyal.
Devoted.
I love.
Pizza.
Puppies.
Scary movies.
Watching the sun set over snow covered mountains.
The sound and smell of rainfall.
Yes I am me..
As simple as can be.
I cant pretend to be something else.
I'm simply Chelsey.
So please..
Take me for me..
Day dreamer,
A
Lover
And
A fighter...
But nothing...
More.
I am me.
Oct 28, 2017
Oct 28, 2017 at 12:39 AM UTC
**** it !
**** the problems .
**** the chaos .
**** society. I am ME .
I am edgy .
I am raw .
I am sweet .
Just what you need .
But , **** it !
**** the money ,
**** the bills ,
I need peace !
I smoke **** , yes im lady
But **** it , it's my relief!
& I'm tired of conforming to these ******** *** rules !
& To be honest I haven't used any of the tools from high school .
So **** it .
I only have one life to live .
On a search to find myself ,
I have no ***** to give .
Oct 27, 2017
Oct 27, 2017 at 3:33 PM UTC
*Don't allow yourself to feel "dumb" or "stupid" based on your inability to achieve something you care little about.
-Joseph B Schneider*
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 10:42 PM UTC
because im happy i dropped my insecurities
because im happy i love everybody
because im happy im full of energy
because im happy i lost my fear
because im happy im free
because im happy i dont care
because im happy im aware
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 10:41 PM UTC
I didn't want him to pull out .
His kiss .
His breathing .
His touch .
Captivated my mind and elevated my soul .
For the first time, in a long time
I feel free to be in love .
I didn't want him to pull out.
The sensation is too right.
The conversations were of substance .
You were mind blowing .
Still is . . I still don't . .
Want you to pull out .
See , the power we share when we are together .
Only the universe can destroy .
When life sent us heartache .
We came back with a decoy .
When problems arise ,
We'll work together .
Whatever you do , don't pull out stay here forever .
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 11:47 AM UTC