let it sink in
deepen
pull you down
to the very core
of the earth
I taste it now
bitter somehow
and within the air it rings
underground
we dont hear these things
grapes to wine
wine to tongue
and still I feel it
the dirt filling my lungs
plate tectonics
have nothing on us
they shake the earth
but you destroy my world
Jan 12, 2012
Jan 12, 2012 at 9:55 PM UTC
I am dreaming
of licks of the flame kissing my ear
and my soul is reaching for you, my love
take my hand, feel my heart, dont stop the dance
your absence takes the warmth from the room
and I am smoldering after your fire
I hunger for you, my love
let me experience your river
sail inside my memory
stay close to my heart
oh my beautiful love
my body breathes for you
I am singing for you
put your hands back on me
take the enclosure of this night
and set me free in your firelight
Jan 7, 2012
Jan 7, 2012 at 1:40 PM UTC
I'm sorry if this comes out too quiet
its just I could really use some water
I've been running my tongue across these words
simply tasting what alone will feel like
will you hear me when I say
this time I'm not afraid
you were a promise not meant for me
a dream I was not to remember
and I've been fooling myself
for so long
I just wanted to feel like more than I am
just needed to believe I had a reason to breathe
but you crept in and took it all
maybe I deserve this fall
but can you say that you dont?
Dec 21, 2011
Dec 21, 2011 at 12:17 AM UTC
what is this but words
tiny letters placed together
to make sense of chemical reactions
driving human nature
to mistakes or glory
simple little sentences
meant to keep your spirit alive
to build you as if you were unbreakable
to crush you as only heartache could
yes you are my secret story
for which I weave letters
to form words
to depict feelings
you alone inspire
for the envy of many eyes
who drink in my writing
as if it could replace water
to keep their hearts alive
so here are tiny scratches
meant to make sense
of excited little pulses
firing from my mind
straight down to my finger tips
where I write for you
my most sacred wishes
so what is this
but tiny letters
scribbled before you
I simply adore you
Dec 15, 2011
Dec 15, 2011 at 10:19 PM UTC
I just find it a little strange
The way you came
I was only half awake
It was a saturday
You arrived with keys
Intending to put me on my knees
Navigate lips and eyes
One spills kisses but both hide lies
And here I am just tapping fingers
While what's left of you silently lingers
Step back little girl
The fuels about to ignite
Fire fight
Now I've got a couple questions for you
Don't move your lips unless your answers are true
When you had that look in your eyes
Did you really expect me to survive?
And when you came with your beautiful lies
Why couldn't you have hinted your goodbyes?
Navigate lips and eyes
One spills kisses but both hide lies
And here I am just tapping fingers
While what's left of you silently lingers
Step back little girl
The fuels about to ignite
Fire fight
It is a saturday
And you're still fake
You put your mark on each girl
And then you go
YOU JUST GO
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Dec 13, 2011
Dec 13, 2011 at 12:57 PM UTC
I was walking alone
a stupid thing to do I know
was that the breeze in the trees?
or the patter of creeping shoes?
well I never imagined I'd be lost in my own thoughts
completely unaware before I was caught
it was midnight and it was me evil sought
and he came for me as a man whose soul had already been bought
so I closed my eyes, ready to lose myself to the abyss
but something in me cried to stop this
and suddenly I was so angry I couldnt breathe
as I gasped I pushed and brought up my knee
he was caught off guard, my blows rained hard
but he hit me back, and thats this scar
on the ground I struggled for my purse
fingers outstretched for the ticket to his hearse
how I did it I'll never understand
I was only a girl, he was a full grown man
but finally I enclosed the razor in my fist
and looked in his eyes as I delivered the straight edge kiss
what I did I dont regret
but what I did I cant forget
I could have laid back and let him take me
I could have bit my lip and let him **** me
but I was not put on this world for his taking
and I am not responsible for the mistake he was making
he fell victim to his own vice
and that night he traded me for his life
Dec 12, 2011
Dec 12, 2011 at 3:09 PM UTC
the next time you break down
make **** sure its not me you flag down
you take more than you give
baby you die more than you live
I played the role of your shadow, ever so faithful
there to kiss your lonely shoulder, though you were never grateful
cherish this second, call me beautiful
because when I walk away its going to be painful
you fool, you fool, you fool
but what can you do?
some were born to build
you were born to ruin
to consume
to leave everything drifting in plumes
so I tell myself not to forget
to remember to count the steps
each its own victory
each rewrites our history
when you come stumbling after me
you can find me in your dreams
Dec 9, 2011
Dec 9, 2011 at 2:21 PM UTC
Cracking open my eyes with daybreak warnings
I only have the best of intentions in the mornings
Trying so hard to keep my calm
Why do you always start wars at dawn?
The ceiling is falling all around me
You shoot bullets with such ease
In horror I search your face
But the one I love leaves not a trace
Now I'm alone on my island of sheets
You always leave after you have me beat
And here I am left questioning
The best intentions
The best intentions
Nov 11, 2011
Nov 11, 2011 at 11:13 AM UTC
get ready for the free fall
because here is where I let go
of it all
these ghosts who torment me
will be dormant
finally
I had my hand outstretched to you
with out a clue
until you almost pulled me through
now I look in the face of a stranger
as you hang here
Im devoid of fear
my fingers slip
losing grip
you dont resist
I watch as you disappear
the lies so crystal clear
shatter now that you're not near
Nov 7, 2011
Nov 7, 2011 at 11:52 AM UTC
tracing silver shadows
with midnight shrouded eyes
a sigh graces my shoulder
while fingers seek out my own
heartbeats whisper between covers
as lungs rise together as one
my lips trail kisses across the desert
before finding their way home
your eyes like liquid glass
pin the gasp within my chest
as my hand finds your face
I surrender to your gravity
Nov 5, 2011
Nov 5, 2011 at 3:06 PM UTC