I write in thieves argot
I'm far gone......too deep to resurface
not worth it, go further
into my mind, i'm blind to the time
Life is fleeting, and i am bleeding
needing to get by
while i get high......
Passing the day,
in a way, that keeps me dragging too slow
with no where to go
stuck in the muck, without any luck
pain struck while i **** myself
into the ground,
with no sound to wake me
I ramble on, gambling on
unlucky eyes
send in spies to cut ties
with my past, the memories last
carve my name in your heart
we fell apart.............
here gone forgotten
Mar 4, 2011
Mar 4, 2011 at 6:55 AM UTC
I left
You cried
I returned
We died
We tried
I lied
Cut ties
We died
You climed
We shined
You shyed
We died
I left
We died.....
Jan 12, 2011
Jan 12, 2011 at 10:43 AM UTC
I've gotten used to being introduced
alone
How's the job? How's your day?
Great weather outside, I must say.
But wait, what's this?
Comfort? Bliss?
Could it be? Are you the one?
Here I am, biting my tongue
But how do I know? Can I be sure?
If I was sick, would you be my cure?
This is the moment,
Let's take a walk.
Forever
begins with
a little
small talk......................
Nov 15, 2010
Nov 15, 2010 at 1:53 PM UTC
we're trying to simplify the difficult
and pacify the temperamental....
indulging in forbidden filth
the farther you go the smaller you get
but staying put makes it worse
radium skies heroin eyes
make it til' tomorrow
Oct 20, 2010
Oct 20, 2010 at 10:27 PM UTC
Aeroplane,
watch me drift up in the same lame stupor
i've been in i'm in it i'm winning not grinning
i'm smiling because i've found the sunshine again
Not touchin' the ground i don't know how
got lost for a minute i'm back let's kick it
grown tired of the monotany it's gotten to me
in my brain creepin' up fillin' cups
so i can push it back down onto the ground
drownin' in alcohol ask for more knowin' what's comin'
but i'm like fuck it i don't feel nothin'
Right now i'm back up but i don't think it's luck
that got me here fucked it *****
it was my lack of fear that steered me here
be responsible not possible the night is young
where's the fun?
Here in my bed oh shit my head
it was all a dream? come clean
What happened?
Oct 20, 2010
Oct 20, 2010 at 10:23 PM UTC
i thought you and i had it...magic
i thought wrong.
you can't change my opinion with the way you sing your song
green eyes, take me down
drowning in blue skies...
he didn't tell me it was going to feel like that
stole my heart, never gave it back.
the weary drum comes
through the floor
my eyes are focused on this door
cold lights, city nights
i don't want to think of you. what do i do?
you speak of the world
all these boys and girls
the paths they chase, decisions they make
be the one to prove me wrong
come back again and
sing your song
Oct 20, 2010
Oct 20, 2010 at 10:15 PM UTC
i break down my words
again and again
until they are so small
they don't make sense anymore...
5 letters, 4 letters, 3 letters, 2
apparently the numbers don't add up for me and you.
bones sinking like stones, one of us is hurt
guess who?
moans from the dreams and the schemes
from past lives in the night
while i am awake
suffering
from intake, as i lie next to you
it must be true
just because i am losing
doesn't mean i've lost
You're a badfish?
Here's the hook.............
Oct 20, 2010
Oct 20, 2010 at 10:06 PM UTC
We ain't eye to eye, you see
You're the one that's missin' me
And we can't seem to get this one quite right
But you tell yourself it'll be just fine
You just need a drink, couple glasses of wine
Or whatever it is that helps you sleep at night
So somethin' or another's gonna have to give
Before you just snap and I blow my lid
And this whole thing ends up as one big mess
Somethin's gotta change and it's gotta happen soon
We're stuck right here inside this room
Fifty Fifty, no more, no less
Sep 23, 2010
Sep 23, 2010 at 10:21 PM UTC
Can't win
Stuck in between nothing and space
Floating aimlessly
Trapped here with all the other wingless flies
Death is the final freedom
When will I be set free?
Sep 23, 2010
Sep 23, 2010 at 7:17 AM UTC
All the world is quiet
But there's a stranger at my door
Should I go, this beckoning call
We'll see just what's in store
Take me back 'round yonder
With a big smile on your face
Keep me still with steady breath
Don't forget your place
**** your intuition
Hang it on your wall
All I want's a little taste
You're a stranger after all
I'll meet you in the valley
Where strangers go to roam
We'll swim in toxic waters
We'll call this box a home
You'll know me like no other
Get into my head
You'll be my bread and butter
The stranger in my bed
One day will come a parting
And a meeting of the two
When strangers disappear from here
There's only me and you
Sep 23, 2010
Sep 23, 2010 at 4:28 AM UTC