i hope someday you can find someone
whose presence can heal your pain.
Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 7:46 AM UTC
he was the first person who made me feel valuable and the first person who made me feel worthless.
Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 7:44 AM UTC
you call me beautiful,
as if it was my name
your eyes smile as if
that word defines me.
as if every time your
eyes will meet mine —
I am the epitome of beauty.
I only knew you a short time,
but you were the first person
who ever placated the voices
inside my head, screaming
how imperfect i am.
I never wanted to believe
but for the first time
this word has an effect
to beat them down.
Your hold onto my head,
the smile on your face,
the perfection of the way
how you look at me
and how the word ‘beautiful’
fall over your lips
and
into my ears
are just so perfect.
I want them.
I want them to stay
May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 9:32 AM UTC
You said, "Be right back"..
But you never came back for me.
You must have forgotten about me,
Like everyone else did.
Now I'm broken and alone,
And for some reason I still wait for you.
Even knowing that you'll never come back to get me..
Even knowing that I'm just a faded forgotten memory.
I loved you..
I still love you..
I loved you enough to wait all these years.
I only wish you would've told me before you left,
To save me from all those tears.
May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 9:30 AM UTC
why i stopped cutting
why i stopped being suicidal
why i stopped caring about what people said to me
why i stopped faking smiles
why i felt safe
he made me strong, he loved me, he cared.
but i was wrong, and now he is gone.
May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 9:18 AM UTC