this music that rings in my ears
it is heard by only me
these cold, bitter tears
are shed by only me
these unorthodox, irrational fears
torment only me
separation on every side
no one in which i can confide
isolation is where i hide
following rules only i abide
loneliness is not good for the soul
i need someone to make me whole
but i've pushed them all away
in fear that none of them would stay
Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 5:27 PM UTC
I didn’t see it coming that he would make me shut up.
I didn’t see it coming that he would hurt me,
pin me against the closet and make me feel
the way a child shouldn’t.
You were there, a few rooms away.
I don’t blame you, I would never.
If I had to choose, I would still go thru hell, so you could
do your Homework
- let you be child where I couldn’t
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 3:51 PM UTC
You asked me why I like you
But I didn’t want to tell
Some of my reasons are cheesy...
But here is why I fell
I love the way your lips curve
When I make you smile
It makes me want to pull you close
And kiss you for awhile
I love the way your eyes twinkle
When you talk about things you love
I truely believe
You are a gift from above
I love that you are compassionate
You have such a big heart
That was the first thing I noticed
Right from the start
I love the way it feels
When you hold me tight
I finally feel safe
Like I could sleep through the night
I love that you don’t judge me
For my less than perfect self
That is more attractive
Than any amount of wealth
There are so many more reasons
But I’ll start with just this few
Maybe someday
I’ll give this poem to you
:)
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 3:32 PM UTC
If I die in a school shooting
I'll never go home again.
My room will sit unused,
A capsule frozen in time,
A snapshot of how I was.
If I die in a school shooting
I'll never see my dog again.
She will sit at the front door
Waiting for me and wondering,
Why I never came home.
If I die in a school shooting
I'll never graduate from high school.
My yearbooks will sit stacked
Stopped short of their goal,
Missing years that should have been.
If I die in a school shooting
I'll never see my mom again.
She will sit distraught,
Planning a funeral
For a child taken from her.
If I die in a school shooting
I'll never see my friends again.
They'll sit together, missing me.
One empty seat among them,
A constant reminder of their loss.
If I die in a school shooting
I'll never see my little sister again.
She will sit through high school
Knowing I can't guide her through,
That she has to figure it out alone.
If I die in a school shooting
My school will be stained.
Pools of students lives will sit,
Blood tattoos on the brick structures,
Marks of death ground into it.
If I die in a school shooting
Everyone will wear black.
They'll send their thoughts and prayers
To a town marred by death,
Forever to be the home of a shooting.
If I die in a school shooting
Will the world change?
Or will I become one of hundreds
Of kids who have to die?
What will it take?
If things continue this way
Children will have to live in fear.
They'll look over their shoulders
Always worried and wondering,
If they'll die in a school shooting.
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 3:29 PM UTC
Quit.
Quit when it is the most beautiful, right?
Quit when I hold your Hand,
smile on our lips.
When I feel your fingertips.
Quit when you touch my cheek,
and fall for my eyes.
When your smile lights up my heart,
but your words tare me apart.
When I am the happiest ever.
Quit.
Quit, it can’t get better.
But worse.
So quit breathing.
- Happily suicidal
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 3:21 PM UTC
I ran thru the nuclear Fallout and the Paradise,
fired the bomb and ate the apple.
Saw Heaven and Hell,
but they both won’t keep me.
I swam thru oceans and flew to other galaxies,
drowned and lost myself.
I counted the stars and felt the sun on my skin,
still don’t know how many are up there and I surely,
lost all my energy.
- Rollercoaster
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 3:17 PM UTC
I don't believe in God.
I believe in the Universe.
But,
does the Universe believe in me?
- believe in me
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 3:09 PM UTC