The first time I realized who I am
I cried and had a mental breakdown
I stayed away from Sam
Because I knew what sins she'll bring down.
I told myself it was an abomination
and reminded myself about the win
Of course, I was bound to land on this station
Maybe secrecy will make it less of a sin.
Guilt is what I felt every time I was with her
Maybe I'll just live for now
And make it up to God later
But I just don't know how.
How will I control myself in the future
If everyone around me keeps telling me I'm normal
Life will pass by me like a blur
And yet, I will always be a secretive mammal.
May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 7:39 PM UTC
My Mother told me to watch out for the boys
Who will tear my heart into pieces
Just because they can.
But what if I'm just like these boys
a heartbreaker
Who can't love
Just because she was raised to not be a delicate *****
Well, Mom..
I guess you got yourself a heartless, emotionless daughter.
May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 7:13 PM UTC