The stars are beginning to align for us
Just like I knew they would
You’re softer now
Oh I knew you could
Feel safe, feel warm, be open
-
You just needed time
And so did I
Space to be and meet ourselves
And then
Each other
And oh, am I so glad we did
Dec 6, 2025
Dec 6, 2025 at 1:50 AM UTC
Too bad I didn’t sooner realise that the most important person in my life is
and has always been
me
Nov 15, 2024
Nov 15, 2024 at 6:09 PM UTC
As I wipe away my tears on this here November night
I make a promise to myself
A promise that this time I swear I’ll keep
That this time will be the last
The last and final time I'll ever fall into the trap of
you
Nov 15, 2024
Nov 15, 2024 at 4:56 PM UTC
Panic! only happens at the disco
Or so they thought when they named themselves
But the real panic happens here
In my mind
Whenever I think back
Or ahead
Or just at all
I guess I think too much
About what it was
What it could’ve been
Shoulda, woulda, coulda
That’ll **** you right up
Obsessing over mistakes
Wondering how to make them right
Over the ‘what ifs’
Trying to turn back time
When we can’t
All we can do is enjoy this
This moment
For what it now is
For how it now feels
For that's where the real magic happens
Nov 11, 2023
Nov 11, 2023 at 1:56 AM UTC
Is it odd that I still think of U?
Though it doesn’t hurt the same
The feels remain
Right there
In my chest
And I’m back, again
To that night in December
Where we danced, deep in a trance
Dimmed lights, candles lit, music up to an even - cos odds made U uneasy
Oh how nothing could ever feel
as bliss
as this
So I thought anyway
But it does
Such a familiar feeling when I hear the intro, my favourite song on the radio
That was once yours
I remember how it felt, that first time, hearing it with U
Taking in how it now feels, alone
Without U
Still bliss, just different
That’s ok too
That U still linger
In the guitar chords of our favourite song
Or in the after taste of that mango salsa I now have for lunch
So no it’s not odd
Not odd to still think of U
Just different.
Oct 31, 2023
Oct 31, 2023 at 9:28 PM UTC
Oh to feel
What a dangerous
Just as beautiful
Experience
Do we feel too much or too little?
Do we let it chip
Chip
Chi
Ch
C
Chip away
At our insides
Until we feel no more?
Or do we embrace
Let it take oVER
Our bodies
Mask in that warmth
Oh how sweet
Bliss even
It is
To feel
Though sometimes we ought t’ learn when
When it’s time
To feel no more
For some feelings
Need put to rest.
Jul 14, 2023
Jul 14, 2023 at 6:49 AM UTC
My sugar
Sweeter than a cherry pie
My lover
You make my whole world shine so bright
I love it, your hands pressed on me
Like a movie
Real life fantasy
Not sure how you do it
But you do
All
The
Time
So special
Make sure to tell you that
From
Time
To
Time
Jul 13, 2023
Jul 13, 2023 at 9:31 PM UTC
Used to be friends
And now we’re lovers
Can’t decide
Which beats the other…
Confused
Cos what if I lose you?
But how could I choose you?
If I can’t be sure…
I love you
That's for sure
But that ain’t enough
Cos things get tough
And I bottle up
My feelings
Helpless
Defeated
Can’t seem to find no meaning
It’s eating
Me
Up
Jul 13, 2023
Jul 13, 2023 at 8:59 PM UTC
You moved house without warning
No alarm bells to warn me of what was to come, except for those in my head that continue to convince me that I’m losing it
You stripped everything off the walls on your way out
My confidence
Self worth and
Your love
But you didn’t just stop there
You made sure to replace it with the ugliest shade of red
A shade so horrifying it keeps me awake almost every night thinking of the reasons I wasn’t good enough to make you stay
The furniture is so ugly in here now, it reminds me of how I felt the very first time you chose her
Instead of me
Not forgetting the other countless times I was made to feel so unworthy at your feet
Now for the record…
I know I’m no renovator
Maybe just a lousy painter at best
But if someone had trusted me with the keys to their heart the same way I did you
I would’ve made **** sure to do a much better job with them
Than you did
I guess it’s for the best though
You’ve cost me too much here so maybe you moving out was the right decision
I just hope for everyone else’s sake, you take much better care of your next home
Than you did ours
Jan 21, 2022
Jan 21, 2022 at 10:53 PM UTC
I’m sorry I didn’t love you as much as I should have
Instead made you feel less than
Sorry for not wiping your tears when you needed
Giving you the love you needed
Love that you went searching for which lead you to the wrong hands
I’m so sorry
I wish I knew how back then
Truth is I’m still figuring that part out
…
Thank you for not giving up on us
Thank you for being as strong as you were
Thank you for giving me a second chance
A chance to make it right
A chance to shower the new you with all the love and more I couldn’t give back then
- You make me so proud.
I love you, M. X
Jan 21, 2022
Jan 21, 2022 at 10:44 PM UTC