I want to be
Here and there
So I could be
Everywhere
But where to first?
It's so confusing
My heart will burst
I said while crying
"I want to be here for you
But I also want to be there
I want to get what I pursue
So how can I be with you?"
"I wanna be here and there..."
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 7:46 AM UTC
I wait for your reply
I wonder what you write
Maybe a confession that's sly
Or your problems and light
I see the dots as you polish your message word per word
I wait... I wait...
Now the dots scored
Your message was late
I saw that after a long ten minutes of a waiting act
You only said Hello, how's your day?
How do you expect me to react?
I said hey
Now I know there's something you need to say
I won't ask you but I won't ignore
I will force you if I may
But no, I want to wait until you hold back no more
Is it something bad about me?
Is it about something I lack?
I don't know but I hope you tell me--
You were going to but you held back
I wonder what made you think again or quit
I wonder what made you alter your message in pace
Maybe because I'm not meant to be told about it
If so, then why did you make me wait so long for it in the first place?
Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 3:51 AM UTC
To be honest, I'm quite afraid
Maybe it's because I no longer see the light of day.
Who knew I've become so blind
With my mouth yet left to bind
We're all insensitive, they say
All that's left is for us to drown in a bay
Full of tears
Full of fears
I've been saying things I never wanted
All of them left me so haunted
But don't get me wrong
I let go of singing that hateful song
They say we're terminal
And it shows on the external
At the end of the day
We all have ugly things to say
We've stopped being beautiful
And turned ourselves dreadful
Up to the point where I can no longer appreciate
Up to the point where I want myself to asphyxiate
It hurts so bad
I feel like I'm turning mad
In this generation of negative things
All we feel is the plucking of our wings
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 8:56 AM UTC
Come to me...
Yes, slowly...
Walk towards me
For I am not your enemy
Now hold my hand
Look at the beach and the sand
Look how the sun shines
This is your last glance
_____________
Everything turned dark
You see on your hand, a mark
A mark of death and life
Carved using a knife
I turn to you and say
"You are mine from today..."
"I am your living hell,"
"You have no one else to tell."
Sep 8, 2015
Sep 8, 2015 at 11:07 AM UTC
I can't think
I just can't
Maybe I got too tired
You've always been on my mind
Now I have nothing I can think of
I can't even think of what I'm writing
I don't know what to do
Because you're gone now
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 10:58 AM UTC
I was going to leave you
But then I still gave you a chance
I still wanted to be with you
I just don't know if the thing you lack will enhance
I don't even know what you lack
Maybe it's just me
I just don't think you're going to be back
Maybe I'm too impatient because you didn't have enough time for me
I don't know
Am I going to leave you?
Talk to me so I'll know
I don't have a clue
...
Ahh, finally a word
A simple "hello" makes all doubts disappear
Now I can afford
To sleep in peace because of you, dear
You make me feel alive
You make me feel lonely
You give me hope to strive
You are my one and only
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 10:40 AM UTC
I gave you my time
I gave you my everything
But why did you leave?
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 10:25 AM UTC
Monosyllabic
Is a five-syllable word
How ironic right?
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 10:23 AM UTC
I love her to the end of my sanity
I told her how I feel
She said "I don't exist in reality."
That's when I knew she wasn't real
Though being an imagination,
I would not give her up
I searched for information
Then I transferred her into my laptop
An artificial intelligence
But I want her to be more real
So that our existence
Would not be a big deal
As if fate answered to me
A fair maiden jumped down the bridge
A bittersweet feeling of being happy
For being a little late to reach
I took her live body
She had no chance to wake up
So I found a way to transfer Sophie
And let her live while this girl takes an everlasting nap
Of course I changed a bit of her feature
And also her documents
I am MADLY IN LOVE WITH HER
Now she can be with me without the people's bad comments
-JAD
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 10:00 AM UTC