the orangey flame in front of my eyes
reminds me of youth,
of long summers torched by a raging sun
bright as a candle that was lit at each end
endless nights out ran by insomnia
the dark circles under our eyes became our prizes
tokens and trophies of what was loved and lost and never given up
the dreams and defeats we carried
like white billowing flags held high
by our rag tag band of misfit soldiers
our ever loyal friends.
the melt in your mouth summer air
that dissapated from every pore
and filled both lungs full of life
the light reflecting from girls' long hair
like sparklers fired over a glass lake
on the fourth of july
and the blue ocean waves that crashed and turned
when I looked into his eyes
made me invincible
it was the summer of crazy
the summer of liveliness
the summer where watermelon was king
his seedly servants were spit anywhere
and the only true care was not letting the tank reach E
where driving with the windows down
and your hand out the window
made you fly
untouchable
I inhale then release
breathing out all of these thoughts
it is winter
icy and cold
but here in your car
with my feet up on the dashboard
and the radio chanting a song I once knew
I feel that same feeling of limitlessness
Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 2:00 PM UTC
we are connected
one in the same
unified by an invisible force field of nothing
nothing tangible
nothing visible
but it is there
I just know
maybe by love
maybe by hate
maybe by that look in your eyes
when you stare into mine
and I see the world
all for me
I am overwhelmed
by so much love
I could sing solo
or go tell a stranger
or just lay here and cry
and realize I've never been
this much loved before
yet my heart is empty
I say forever
or something. whatever.
but how can you really
trust an 18 year old?
and the force field?
it is still invisible
nada
...*thy nada come
thy nada done
on nada as it is in nada
Amen.*
Dec 12, 2012
Dec 12, 2012 at 3:28 AM UTC