long nights with my dreams alone
I got that voice in my head saying its alright
Why do i treat everybody with love when i get none bacK
Thats dumb i need to stop
Prop my own back up because im tough
Life is rough and i crave a touch
But theres no.such thing
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 1:27 AM UTC
Im drowning in my own tears
One of.my fears is coming true
Im alone im alone
I wish death was.closer
Im wasting my breathe
I feel Defeat i cant sleep
This **** is deep stressed and depressed thats my life
Loneliness just make that my wife
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 1:23 AM UTC
I'm depressed and stressed
I've been through a lot
I've been through hell
it feels very hot
I'm not okay I'm not fine
I don't want to live another day
I I I I'm so ******* self centered
hope I sleep and never wake up
Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 2:40 AM UTC
let me give you a kiss
I can't miss a day with you
us two equals something true
let me give you a kiss
hey miss your beauty is outstanding
I want to love you please no misunderstanding
Jan 16, 2015
Jan 16, 2015 at 12:07 AM UTC
What im trying to have is something special girl
Lets make an empire own the world
Im inspired by that fire in your eyes
You got potential and you're my essential to live
You don't worry about What i got to give
I got plenty of warm hugs and kisses
But my plan is for you & i to be together happy
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 7:23 PM UTC
Shout out to the girl running through my mind all day
The first letter in her name is A
Beautiful like these winter nights
Let me ask can i treat you right
Spend all tonight together no matter the weather
Call me and im there but only for you because i care
You're special to me youre all i see
Let me let me know if there can be a we ?
Us with a ton of trust
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 5:10 AM UTC
The next 4 hours of my life are the most tiring
It's inspiring me to get a better job
I enjoy my days off with a little corn on the cob
People say it's easy but they don't even know
I'm wondering why time goes so slooowwww
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 8:04 PM UTC
Listen here ive been ivan c for 16 years
I have a few fears like dying and going to hell
So listen to what i tell you the devil is in the air
While you live life without a care
I'm here with family & friends
When the end comes im ready
Im just living life steady
Take apart my heart and ive won from the start
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 7:55 PM UTC
Alone alone alone
In my own ******* head
I swear im dying i swear im almost ******* dead
What i say or what i said
I want to play i want to live everyday
But we all have seperate paths
I just need somebody someone
To let me know that when i write im winning the fight .. i can see the light
Dec 28, 2014
Dec 28, 2014 at 1:39 AM UTC
Stayed inside my room all thrown sick
Hoping someone would savee from my doom quick
I'm still here nobody is coming
I'm going to die here or i got to keep running
Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 4:31 PM UTC