my daddy told me
when i was young
if a man ever broke my heart
if a man ever made me cry
he would make it better
he would put my broken pieces back together
that made me happy
yet here i am
three heartbreaks in
and he is nowhere in sight
because
he left
and
he broke my heart
he broke his promise
here i am
wishing he was here too
but
i finally realized
i am strong
i dont need anyone to fix me
i am capable of putting my broken pieces back together
by myself
it has been this way all long
Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 12:57 PM UTC
if youre looking down on me
send me guidance
send me luck
send me love
thats all i desire
Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 3:56 PM UTC
you had taught me how to love
and made me believe that it would last forever
you put up with my mood swings
my mental breakdowns
held me when i was sad
wiped my tears away
you listened to me when i rambled on about my father
who had left out of the blue
you told me everything was going to be okay
because you promised you would be there for me
you knew what i was feeling even when i didnt say a word
you knew me better than i knew myself
but you lead me on to believe you would be by my side forever
through thick and thin
yet here i am
alone
heartbroken
you told me you were disappointed in me
and my lack of motivtion
because i was glued to bed
because i was depressed
and you left
because "you didnt want to be in a relationship"
but you and i both know
you didnt want to support me
you had your own problems to worry about
Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 6:08 PM UTC
my boyfriend told me i was codependent
that i relied on him for happiness
when i tried arguing with him
i realized i was stumbling on my words
absolutely tongue twisted
confused
with the fact that i couldn't find
another reason
why
i'm happy
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 12:08 AM UTC
does it make sense
that i miss you
even when youre beside me?
Aug 14, 2014
Aug 14, 2014 at 11:45 PM UTC
my moods
fluctuate
constantly
changing like the seasons
quicker
extreme high
and
extreme low
points
there is no in between
i have lost control
of my own mind
May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 1:11 AM UTC
i can honestly say,
there hasnt been
one day
in the past year
where i havent been
anxious,
stressed,
scared.
but lately,
i have been free
from
suffering,
and
worrying.
for the first time
in a long time
i am
happy,
relieved,
content,
with being.
i never thought
i would make it
this far.
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 9:47 AM UTC
Nothing bothers me more
Than not knowing what is running through your mind
When you are silent
When you are not beside me
May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 12:11 AM UTC
I want ease of being
To be free from suffering
To be content
With myself
With my life
May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 11:33 PM UTC
Trust no one
Keep your ******* guards up
At all god **** times
You never know who will stab you in the back
You never know when
But it will happen
At some point
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 6:07 PM UTC