tired of laying in the tub
crying on a sunday afternoon
feeling like i'll always be useless
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 10:59 PM UTC
I lost a friend this year.
He was close to my heart.
Sometimes I still don't believe he's really gone, it's been hard for me to part.
He was my companion, my best friend, the one who greeted me with love and kisses.
Who played and walked by my side and kept me safe and was always there to listen.
I'll miss him forever. I love him always.
Not a day goes by without a thought of him.
The loss of a pet is so, so painful. Life is truly turned upside down without them there. Everything is wrong and sad and lonely. I would do anything to bring you back. You were the sweetest little angel. And I'm so sorry. I love and miss you and pray you're doing well..
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 10:42 PM UTC
Sometimes I wonder what it's like to
not be me
How much easier life would be
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 10:22 PM UTC
I come here for comfort, for my release.
I can't find that anywhere else.
I'm glad I can be in a place where
others relate, and choose to console a stranger. Thank you to those who are kind enough to comment good thoughts and hold back judgement.
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 10:14 PM UTC
I've never been so down on myself
Nothing has ever been this difficult
(I seem to say that every time)
But every time it hurts just as much
It's a whole new hell that I have to pull myself out of
A new place of darkness and pain that no one else can help me with but myself
I'm trapped. emotionally, mentally, physically
Stuck exactly where I don't want to be.
I don't know where to go from here.
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 10:09 PM UTC
Everything about everything makes
me want to **** myself
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 10:04 PM UTC
i'm sorry i cried
the first time
you called me
beautiful.
it's just,
everyone that's called
me that
leaves.
honestly,
i dont give a ****
if you think
i'm beautiful.
all i'm asking
is that you
stay.
Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 7:58 PM UTC
It's so difficult for me
To put all of my thoughts together
To be able to explain how I truly feel
About something
Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 7:57 PM UTC