It’s easier to wear
My heart on my sleeve
So you can just tear it off
And conflict your damage
Rather than having you rip through
Every other vulnerable part of my body
To make a small scratch on it
Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 7:37 PM UTC
I don’t know how to describe
How great it felt
To sit on a bench
Talking about the silence
And how there was always a buzz in the air
With you
Other than saying
I felt more at peace with myself then
Than I have felt in all my years
Of never knowing what silence sounded like
Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 8:45 PM UTC
Maybe
If I tore open my chest
And let my soul come bleeding out
To seep into the cuts
Ingraved deeply on your hands
I would soak in so deep
You would have no choice but to
Taste me
In every breath you took
See me
In the darkness behind your eyelids
Feel me
In every spine-tingling chill
That made you feel so much more alive
And maybe
Just maybe then
You could finally feel
What is like
To be connected to someone in such a way
That you think they live beneath your skin
Mar 29, 2014
Mar 29, 2014 at 11:08 PM UTC
why is it
harder for me
to miss
the memory of you
than to
actually miss you
Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 7:51 PM UTC
I can feel myself slipping
Through the cracks of your words
And tumbling
Deep into the trap
You've had set
For as long as I can remember
And I know that
The pain
Of being humiliated
Once again
By you
Will set itself
Firmly in my chest
If I get one step closer
But even with knowing that
I can't seem to help
But continue
To fall
Fall
Fall
...
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 8:17 PM UTC
The words "I'm sorry"
Roll through my lips
Over and over again
Despite the way I feel,
I want you to feel better
So I let the guilt pile on
Crushing my lungs
Stopping my breath
Leaving me in pain.
But none of that matters
As long as you don't feel
The way I have to feel
Every time the words stumble though my mouth.
As long as you feel happy,
It's worth every second.
Jan 31, 2014
Jan 31, 2014 at 10:33 PM UTC