I apologize too much.
I never think I do enough.
I always go beyond and above,
Still I’m too fragile to be loved.
I’m so scared of the truth,
Yet nothing else will ever do.
Happiness has been the goal,
But I fear forever feeling hollow.
You and I deserve the best of me.
But who am I—why can't I see?
I don't know how to say no.
People say, "stop," I still go.
Always there, always giving—
Yet alone when I need forgiving.
I'd climb a mountain, cross a sea.
I'd burn myself out just to meet a need.
But I've already lowered the bar—
It drags behind me like a scar.
The world is loud. The vision’s getting hazy.
Please help me now... I feel crazy.
So many faces—
Which is mine?
Each stitched with guilt,
A need to stay in line.
What if saying "no" could feel like peace?
What if I took a space just to breathe?
Would you hold me when I come undone?
Remind me I don't always have to run?
I'm worn, but still reaching.
I'm bruised, but still believing.
I don't need much, just to be seen—
Not as a mirror,
But a human being.
Jul 21, 2025
Jul 21, 2025 at 6:57 PM UTC