I thought we were meant to be
You said all the right things to me
I played the fool once again
Now my heart will never again unchain
Do not put all your eggs in one basket
Otherwise you build your heart a casket
A dark place to hide away from the hurt
A place to never again reemerge
Apr 30, 2022
Apr 30, 2022 at 1:21 PM UTC
I know it will be so easy
For you to just walk away
I know it will be so easy
For me to lie and to stay away
You will go on with your life
And I will tell you I will go on with mine
I know it will be so easy
For me to also give up on me
Someone else will catch your eye
You will never even glance into the rear-view mirror
I will not be the one to say goodbye
The glimmer of hope is not becoming clearer
Don't leave me now
I may not be perfect
I don't know how
To go on living without
May 14, 2021
May 14, 2021 at 6:03 PM UTC
I sit here alone upon my solitary throne
All doors and this heart under lock and key
Thoughts keep swirling in my mind
One in particular still haunts me
Nobody will see what hides inside
I keep it all hidden under lock and key
Had a lot of practice with my poker face
Locked in a closet with a skeleton key
You'll never know what gets to me
You never cared anyhow, not really
I've tried to let go of it all
But I will carry it all until eternity
The only way I could keep from return
Was to deal the final blow, you see
I could not return to the deception
So I did what I did for me
Oct 3, 2020
Oct 3, 2020 at 7:31 PM UTC
Just a short though
I thought I'd quickly jot
To truly appreciate loyalty
One must first experience disloyalty
Even to be able to recognize what it is
One must go through the agony of what it is not.
Jun 27, 2020
Jun 27, 2020 at 3:53 PM UTC
just this week I don't feel as weak
i have fought the tears and fears
i tried but the tears won't fall nor will I falter again
still feeling numb and dumb
but I am just beginning to find my footing
and he no doubt will not find his feet ever again
Dec 7, 2019
Dec 7, 2019 at 4:29 AM UTC
I walk alone
Your words and songs still haunt me
I walk alone
Your memory holds me until someday I am free
You walk alone
I do not know what words and songs you will remember
You walk alone
For that is the road you have chosen for yourself, to not be free
I am tired of walking alone
Yet it is the only way I know how to go on these days
Walking alone.....one set of footprints only
For this way there is nothing holding me back and I will someday be free
Jun 14, 2019
Jun 14, 2019 at 4:20 PM UTC
How do I continue on when scars have not yet begun to form over open wounds
Wounds so deep that the river seems to flow and carry me on on endlessly never to find the sea
I have had hopes and dreams before, yet now I find myself unable to trust in hope once more
So many times I have been let down and have gotten lost on a stream that leads nowhere
Waiting for somebody to help me pick up the pieces, somebody please help me pick up the pieces
Knowing that I am the only one that can pick up the broken pieces and put the puzzle back together
Though some of the pieces are now missing, what will the final picture visualize
I have hoped for a long time that there will be other pieces to be found to finally find some peace
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 4:17 PM UTC
I almost followed you to the end of earth
Loving you was like being in love with an enemy
I endured the fire and ice from your hearth
Diagnosis: internally charred and frozen from your remedy
And now I'm left with the weight of the world
That you laid upon my broken and worn wings
August was my last flight as our lives unfurled
Seemingly left adrift on treacherous raging seas
Nov 17, 2018
Nov 17, 2018 at 11:46 AM UTC
What a day today turned out to be
The near future I wish I could see
I feel so lost, so alone and betrayed
In your presence today I felt afraid
All your truths turned out to be lies
You did all the things that lovers despise
Was there ever a time, I plea
When you really truly loved me
Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 1:39 AM UTC
Like the waves crashing upon the shore
Your betrayal has taken me to the floor
For years I had somehow buried all of your lies
Pretending made it easier than a surprise
Lies that washed up after you were gone
I find there are more and more with each dawn
The truth which hurts so deep
But to you I shall not utter a peep
The wind blows straight through me
Like a swirling whispery plea
Begging for more time, yet begging to move on
Realizing your love was false and gone
The kids are trying to be strong
To keep on striving since you're just so wrong
You'll never know how hard it was to walk out that door
You'll never know that your betrayal has taken me to the floor
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 3:08 AM UTC