fast, quite, sudden
my head plays a thousands thoughts
of the unreal, of the uncertain, of all of it
it occupies my days
both feels safe and unsafe to just suddenly
stop.
thinking.
for this is something uncommon to me
to my everyday which occupies my days
conscious, too conscious?
anxious, over the top.
i need to remind myself that's what's in my head
is just in my head
to release and appease
i will try each day
Nov 6, 2023
Nov 6, 2023 at 9:30 AM UTC
it feels like I've left a soul that speaks my mind
I have been juggling too many on one plate
a plate smaller than my fears, how much I am able to consume, and how much of it can hold
a wide screen television envelops a lot of places, faces and unending staircases
'one step at a time' is nowhere to be found when I got caught up with I'm not sure if still mine
mine to bear, mine to feel, mine to keep
to let go of even that's mine is such a test of time
quantifiable, disclosing dates and how many hours per day
with documentation being necessary
I wish that what's undocumented and forever changing inside you heals you as well, that like any other, we can surrender to our self
to feel safe and be heard
and in our thoughts, may we find what isn't really ours
and to just consider it fleeting, midair
like the fallen leaves, let the wind send it away
Nov 4, 2023
Nov 4, 2023 at 11:28 AM UTC
Pagbangon ko sa umaga
Nakita ko ang iyong mga matang
Nakapikit pa sapagkat mahaba ang ating naging gabi
Puno ng pagmamahal at mangilan-ngilang pagbusisi
Kung gigising ako araw-araw sa piling mo
Mahal, magiging sapat ang lakas kong
Lumaban sa ano mang unos at pighati
Totoo, sigurado at nagbabakasakaling
Mabigyan ng pinakamatagal na panahong
Makasama ka, ako'y makakaahon
Oct 23, 2021
Oct 23, 2021 at 11:36 AM UTC
i like that we're on the same page
at the same time
the part where i read
you said the next line
our eyes met
you asked for a name
i wouldn't say much
until you said the same
from all the chapters
i hope one day,
with your name as the title,
you'll read mine
Jan 24, 2021
Jan 24, 2021 at 12:36 PM UTC
"The night was dark blue
Drenched in pink
With rays of silver
And a moon too bright",
That's what you said to me
For I never knew how to describe it
Who cares how much of the stars aligned
When the wind was blowing the ashes from our steps
It could have been miles but we were no more than 5 inches apart
And as time passes, I can barely understand the words from your voice
I didn't need any mountain or the waves of oceans
I was only looking at you
Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 5:21 AM UTC
The music starts
Our directions
Oppose with the wind
But we smile through the wrong steps
Unending search for intersection
Shifting of melody
Another tone
Hindered our duet
Turned out to be the longest song
Until we reached the chorus
As we sing lies
In unison
_
Oct 22, 2016
Oct 22, 2016 at 11:05 PM UTC
I hate the oceans,
Every bridge,
And busy streets
The irony, of what could bring us closer
Keeps us apart
_
Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 7:13 AM UTC
We juggle the words and let them stumble
Only to miss out the truth
The worst thing I fear the most
Is how much we misuse our words
When Yes means No,
None means Full,
And Him means You
_
Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 7:11 AM UTC
*When do words become enough
When I've never said a word
When I don't say I do
It doesn't mean I don't*
Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 7:06 AM UTC
We'll dress up like puppets, queens, nutella, and your favorite Game of Thrones character
We'll dress up like what we've been planning to for almost a year now
Finally, today arrives
And for tomorrow, we'll dress up like what we've been always put up with
The truth
But just for today,
Can we dress up like a pair?
Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 7:04 AM UTC