sitting in my bedroom right now
staring upon the wall
overthinking everything
one day, I am sitting in the toilet
with a lunchbox in my hand
telling myself
its okay
to be alone
i try so hard to be a part of something
something that I may not reach
so i prefer to be silent
against all the noises around me
Apr 12, 2020
Apr 12, 2020 at 9:34 AM UTC
something in the way you speak
or maybe the way you smile
and even then,
I never ever thought,
that falling for you
is the hardest thing
I never meant to
suddenly,
you're everywhere,
every single dreams,
everything I ever want myself to be
and when the clock keeps ticking
you're just out of nowhere
-wonderwall-
Aug 22, 2019
Aug 22, 2019 at 10:25 AM UTC
there's the end to every word,
the end to a sentence,
the end of every story,
so it is now,
the end
of us.
-wonderwall-
Aug 21, 2019
Aug 21, 2019 at 9:58 PM UTC
Thank you
For all the good laughs
For all the endless thoughts
You never know that
A part of me wished
You're the one
And only
-wonderwall-
Aug 21, 2019
Aug 21, 2019 at 12:21 PM UTC
Pukul 02.30
Aku terdiam tanpa berbahasa
Memikirkan sejuta hal yang seharusnya kulakukan
Aku terbiasa bermimpi
Namun kini aku tak mampu
Pukul 02.30
Andai waktu adalah lomba
Maka aku selalu kalah
Lagi-lagi aku tidak dapat terpejam
Pukul 02.30
Aku dan semua lamunanku
Terhenti sejenak oleh suara dengkuran disebelahku
atau mungkin suara angin sejuk dari mesin diatasku
Pukul 02.30
Aku ingin berlari ke dalam lautan
Menantang ombak berderu kencang
Lalu terhempas oleh bayang-bayang
Pukul 02.30
Aku berurai air mata
Berusaha mengartikan rasa
Pencarian yang tak berujung
Pukul 02.30
Katanya Tuhan itu Mahakuasa
Maka aku percaya jawaban itu ada
Dan kupejamkan mataku
Harap semua ini sirna
-wonderwall-
Aug 12, 2019
Aug 12, 2019 at 3:53 PM UTC
For a little while,
I will let you haunt my dreams
all days and nights
For a little while,
let me take a look at you
and see what's hidden behind your sweetest smile
For a little while,
let me use every seconds that passes
and
let us be what we think we are
-Wonderwall-
Nov 22, 2018
Nov 22, 2018 at 9:57 AM UTC
There's a thin line
between me and you
and whether it's a conscious one
because all that I know is
I fell in love with you
since the first time
our eyes met
-wonderwall-
Nov 19, 2018
Nov 19, 2018 at 7:40 PM UTC