On a dark and stormy night
the world may seem so filled with plight
you try to run, you try to hide
but find the end no where in sight
Frustration, indignation, envy, duplicitous behavior
Running madness in your mind
Judging others, negative vibes
These thoughts desecrate the joys in life
Underground shakes of the earth
The elements thundering in
Volcanic eruptions, earth quakes and storms
So many ways that destruction can be formed
In the middle of your darker days
remember stars shine bright in the darkest space
Mar 31, 2019
Mar 31, 2019 at 6:42 PM UTC
Creation was a gift for all those who seek
Speaking words of wisdom is the key
An ocean of love keeps the peace
Steadfast on a path towards your destiny
The sound of birds when your feeling the vibe
The feel of a soft breeze drying your tears with time
The touch of the ocean on your bare soles
Love is wherever you allow it to roam
Manifestations made from creations
We are here to play with you
Gratitude is an attitude of love
showing the world what made you
Choose to be a light in times of darkness
The mark of an authentic sapient
Apathy creates prostration
Giving in to anything that takes you
Shine like the galaxies above
Reflecting all the lights that shape you
Don't forget you have eyes of your own
A perspective no one else can own
Mar 31, 2019
Mar 31, 2019 at 6:19 PM UTC
In your betrayal
you blame your clouded mind
You're like the wind
soft and gentle at first,
suddenly
without much notice
there is a sandstorm
You are like the sky
blue filled with sunshine
As I begin to smile,
the grey clouds roll by
and that thunder strikes!
me, dead!
straight in the heart..
you knew where it was from the start
You are the tempest
speaking sweet words
only to take them away
You are a beer my dear
I may enjoy you for a moment
but my allergy will shortly take notice
You wont be saving me when I am laying motionless
As streams run down my face,
You ignore them with manipulation
Then demand to receive some sort of stipulation
you scream as though I am a disgrace
you claimed to love but only give more pain
How can you think the two are the same?
I realize now,
Your clouded mind was never mine to clear.
You have shown me for the last time
Who you are with me in mind
I hope you find a joy that is true
even after all the pain
I wish the same for me and you
To see lifes blessings
through
and through
From one broken soul to another
I won't deny, I am no model
May we both see
Life is filled with many
woes and defeats
but there is so much more
that loving ourselves can do
in helping us to heal and know what is true.
But it is time to finally say goodbye to you.
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 10:24 PM UTC
Ancestral healing appealing my thought
Your forerunners leading lives in relation
Looking into the battles that have been fought
Looking into the events worth celebration
You forerunners leading lives in relation
An affinity for the homogenity
Looking into the events worth celebration
Releasing all the creativity
An affinity for the homogenity
The pain that helps us all to see
Releasing all the creativity
the courage to continue and be
The pains that help us all to see
Looking into the battles that have been fought
The courage to continue and be
Ancestral healing appealing my thought
Dec 18, 2018
Dec 18, 2018 at 6:03 PM UTC
Like stars in the somber night
the spectacle is worth the show
I see you
perfecting yourself
Melting ice into a stream
flowing with the land
I hiked for miles and found you there
what a time we had
A light your shining
ripples out into the ether
making you a star
and I am ever grateful
just for knowing who you are.
Dec 15, 2018
Dec 15, 2018 at 1:45 PM UTC
An apple falling,
Questions gleaming from the mind,
knowledge calling.
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 3:35 PM UTC
Remember how to breath
to slow it down masterfully
Its actually your right to BE
in a world where there is so much diversity
the moments are passing through time
Remember to laugh it off
everything is alright
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 1:16 AM UTC
Its only a greeting
No need for word speeding
Hello
Whats you name?
I can play this game.
You can get your point across
I can hear what you have to say
Why am I trembling?
A question shakes my mental structures
and internally I am lost
I go blank
I panic
Now I can't even remember what the question was?
Oh ****
now I look like an idiot.
I start to breath a little harder,
and I feel like I need to sit..
I escape.
No friend made.
What a pain.
Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 11:59 PM UTC
I am the moon shining bright in the sky
and the sun that brings life
I am a miracle
but
I am in sorrow
it will not drown me
it will not consume me
I will rise above it all
I will push
...
and yet
I feel zapped, trapped
will I fall?
the empty feeling in the pit of my stomach
the satin stains that pave yesterdays pains and fill up the page
in the midst of the unknown
I am in a battle with myself
Torn, between love and hate
Torn, between right and wrong
Torn, between yes and no
I told you so
looking for a place to call home
Torn by darkness
the feeling of being consumed
It surrounds me
the creeping shadows filled with doubt
hide the door that leads to the way out
Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 7:23 PM UTC
Captured
Like a bird in a cage
A mangled body caught in a trap
But everything looks fine if you can't see that
Beauty is what they say they see
All I can see is the fear engulfing me
Making me mute
afraid to alter the environment
for I am sure to lose!
Oh, and lose I do!
They pity my attempts
They call me sweet and kind
but see a broken child in my depths.
I suppose thats what I am
A broken child at best
I could never break free
being born into a tangled mess
It is no ones fault
They did the best they could
I simply do not know
What it is I was meant to do.
Do I not know enough?
Am I not strong?
Why is it I feel, I do everything wrong...
What do I do now?
Voluteering at a loss
My anxiety to speak
Seeps through my teeth
Effecting the room
so no one "bothers" me.
But they aren't a bother...
I wish I could talk
I don't mean to be mute
It just feels like Im blocked
My mind goes blank
and all I can do is smile
i just want you to know...
I am more then just a child....
Stay with me and talk
don't ask me questions
It is nice to hear your voice
Can't hear mine?.. oh, please don't mention it!
Just tell me where you come from
What you love and what you don't
Why your here and how its been
It would be so nice for me
To just listen peacefully
Sometimes I feel it would have been easier
Being born without a voice
So others would understand
It really isn't my choice.
Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 12:59 PM UTC