I will always come second.
I'll never be as important
as your career, a television, that bottle
Can I live like this for the rest of my life?
Jan 25, 2017
Jan 25, 2017 at 8:59 PM UTC
It is so much easier to love you
Than myself
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 10:52 PM UTC
I am crippled every single day
At the thought that you will leave me
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 10:51 PM UTC
At the end of the day
It really comes down to
Trying to not hate yourself
Jun 19, 2015
Jun 19, 2015 at 2:46 AM UTC
i even remembered the way your voice cracked
as you told me you didnt love me.
you didnt break my heart
you shattered my entire being.
May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 10:44 PM UTC
Sometimes I wonder,
The times we would've been together.
I picture you and I,
On Sundays by the beach in the cold weather.
I imagine us,
Stargazing at night with me in your arms tighter.
But I waited and waited.
Every inch of every hour,
On steps to your front door,
In portraits I drew of you,
On benches we sat in parks,
At classes we used to have,
Through wretchedly rainy days,
Under my blankets late at night,
In my sleepless nights of dreams,
Right to the places you've sang to me,
Left to the days you were still with me.
But you left.
You were gone.
You were never coming back.
Because I watch you lay there,
With your hands so still,
buried underground.
May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 10:38 PM UTC
That night
when I found
Another girl's
Hair barrette
in Your bed
And I pretended to believe you
When you said that it wasn't someone else's
How could it be?
You're being crazy.
Who else's would it be?
Was the night that I thought
I would never look back
And here I am
Just like that
May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 8:32 PM UTC
The feeling of swimming underwater,
missing someone,
standing on top of a mountain.
The feeling of shedding tears over a movie,
excitment over a kiss,
running for no reason.
The feeling of jumping up and down over a song,
smiling to birds,
being lost after a drunken night out,
is what we should live for.
Apr 19, 2015
Apr 19, 2015 at 5:25 PM UTC
You know that feeling
When you wake up
In the morning
And for a few seconds
Everything is fine
And normal
And okay
And then you remember
That four days ago
He broke your heart
And now you choke
Just enough to make you
Lose your breath
And you have to feel this way
Until tomorrow morning
When you wake up
And for a few seconds
Everything is fine
And normal
And okay
Until it's not
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 9:25 AM UTC
i will stop writing poetry like a eulogy when you start making me feel alive
Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 2:34 PM UTC