Just tell me how, how to tell someone how much they mean to you? With all the letters in the alphabeth, and the words in every book, I can't even come close. You're so much more than the sun, the moon and the stars. More than the grass, the oceans and the sky. So much more than just a reason to wake up and look up. Much more than the blood in my veins and the cells in my brain. More than the smell of rain, and more than the mess that is my room. You are so much more than every book I read, coffee I drink or day I live. You're everything that keeps me going, and I want to let you know how much you mean but... But just tell me how? How to tell someone how much they mean to you?
Because I need you to know.
Nov 23, 2017
Nov 23, 2017 at 11:21 PM UTC
here’s my goodbye note to you
i thought you were my ray of sunshine but all you saw in me was the color blue.
Nov 10, 2017
Nov 10, 2017 at 1:46 AM UTC
I'd pick your storm
I'd pick your rain
Over anyone's sunshine
Any day
Nov 8, 2017
Nov 8, 2017 at 10:29 PM UTC
If this is what you wanted
Then I won’t make it hard
You’re meant to heal my wounds
But if you leave this heart behind
Lost in the woods alone
In the middle of the wild
I might not survive here
Making you the evil
I wouldn’t want you to be
Why is everything complicated?
Let the air pass freely
Into your lungs
Breathe it calmly and relaxed
Nov 8, 2017
Nov 8, 2017 at 4:48 AM UTC
.
*Links in the chemist chain
laced in a double helix
defy the laws of the universe,
and the atavistic resurgence
creates isotopes of dream passion.
Elements conspire in panic
with a symmetry of casual chaos
that mimics an atomic bomb,
destroying its own creator
in a cruel parody of birth paradox.
Arresting the Iris of Dissolution
with cuffed anxiety drowning
in a pond of helium ore,
carelessly drifting on acid flesh,
coagulating in a soup of memory.*
And the paradigm shifts again,
reality unfocussed clears, strains,
revealing your shuddering form,
next to me, keeping me warm.
Lids flicker and you open your eyes,
shining, smiling in cute surprise.
Moving my finger up to my lips
whilst I gently untangle our hips.
*Do you remember this night?
Last night, tonight, tomorrow night?
Time begins to slowly rewind,
on the night you blew my mind.*
My essence is filled with your heart,
a love I have yet to discover.
Whilst you wander between the stars,
my universe starts to recover.
So please don't break this silence now.
Please don't shatter this moment long,
I want this post ****** memory to remain
in the morning when you have gone.
© Pagan Paul (04/11/17)
Nov 6, 2017
Nov 6, 2017 at 3:48 AM UTC
My heart long for something that can fit its broken pieces so it can be whole again.
My Mind told My Heart, for what? there's nothing can ever fit perfectly.
My Heart said, indeed there's nothing perfect ever but with understanding and compromising it eventually be.
My Mind said, and what after all that it still won't fit and left you with even more broken pieces.
My heart said, let it be for at least i tried. Let it feel whatever it wants because if nothing ever perfect, nothing ever last forever.
Sep 26, 2017
Sep 26, 2017 at 5:58 AM UTC
The Feeling that just can't let you go..
The Feeling like there are no one but you.
The Feeling that being with you, around you, somehow, just perfect.
The Feeling that our imperfections was what made us perfect..
Jul 25, 2017
Jul 25, 2017 at 5:38 AM UTC
I saw two butterfly flying side by side when all I can do is watching.
I think why those butterflies flying around in joy when all I can do is watching?
why?
I wanna fly too.
fly straight to your arms.
hold me until I feel there's no use for flying because your arms is enough to make me believe I'm already flying
Aug 25, 2016
Aug 25, 2016 at 7:01 AM UTC
He is funny. But we can see our differences.
I am funny, sort of. But,
somehow our funniness doesn't match.
he is kind, well behaved, everyone likes him.
But I don't know how I feel about him.
He is indeed interesting and exciting, fascinating.
But, I could not just let go and yet he is beyond my reach.
I am weird, maybe, and not in the good way.
Aug 25, 2016
Aug 25, 2016 at 6:36 AM UTC
