I ran away
But I'm not coming back this time
And all the effort we used to fight
Now we're both out of sight
You won't speak to me
And I understand why
after everything we went through
The time of day is the last thing I want from you
I love someone else
You can't stand to see it
How does it feel to see your lover
Be in the arms of another
I stood by your side
Even after I cried
On the inside I died
But now I'm alive
Now that you've gone
And I'm on my own
Living life happily
While you're all alone
Call it karma
Or call it fate
Now is my happily ever after
And you're just a little too late
Apr 13, 2017
Apr 13, 2017 at 1:19 PM UTC
I lost myself when I found you
But I thought
That's what I was suppose to do
Then I realized
I didn't lose who I was
I was changed by who you made me become
I thought that was suppose to happen
You were suppose to bring out the good in me
That's not at all what happened, though
Instead you brought out the worse type of sorrow
Jul 6, 2016
Jul 6, 2016 at 11:11 AM UTC
If you're going
to continue to violently stab my soul,
at least look at me.
Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 6:24 PM UTC
Forever is never real
Emotionally I'm beginning to deal
With the truth that love does end
Perhaps the world shouldn't pretend
In the past those who have loved you
Have inevitably let you go
Those bonds now broken
Because forever isn't so
In the present it is I
Who holds you close at night
Who's lips I kiss sweetly
Who's heart I grip tight
But if forever isn't so
I'd like your future lover to know
How lucky she is to be
If upon her your heart's bestowed
Please inform her to be grateful
Please tell her I said so
Because to hold a man like you
Is the greatest feeling I've ever known
But don't forget to warn her
Forever my dear isn't true
And in a short time she won't
Be able to love you
Because forever isn't forever
And love never lasts
I rue the day when I become
A lover from your past
Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 12:45 AM UTC
I feel like
I am in a cage
But you see
The door to this cage
It is open
And yet I stay
In this cage
I am in a cage
And outside of the cage
There is life
There is freedom
There is love
But yet
I stay in the cage
And you are that cage.
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 11:32 AM UTC
Effort has left us
And so have my emotions
It seems like our love
Has gone through the motions
Unfortunately its time
And we need to move on
Leave our love behind
Since everything is gone
Either we've both given up
Or we simply no longer care
Whatever it is
Each other we can no longer bare
So this is au revoir
It seems our time has come
Once a blaze with love
Now nothing but numb
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 11:25 AM UTC
There's many and many, and not so far,
Is willing to dry my tears away;
There's many to tell me what you are,
And never a lie to all they say.
It's little the good to hide my head,
It's never the use to bar my door;
There's many as counts the tears I shed,
There's mourning hearts for my heart is
There's honester eyes than your blue eyes,
There's better a mile than such as you.
But when did I say that I was wise,
And when did I hope that you were true?
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 11:14 AM UTC
I played along with your games
While you dragged me down that beaten path
Of monsters and lies
Camouflaging my eye
I was aware of your ways
Of all of your strays
Your smoke and your haze
Thought you had me in a daze
Come to play puppeteer
Pinocheo's here
But I knew all along
Everything was wrong
And yet here I stay
Never to stray
As we keep our love on life support
Is it really love? Or just a last resort.
Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 11:17 PM UTC
It is as though I am standing
In a crowded room
Hollering "MERCY"
From the peak of my lungs
Hands trembling
Melting onto the floor
And not a sound to acknowledge me
Not my screams
Not my cries
No eye contact can be caught
I am deceasing
Dramatically and loudly
Surrounded by everyone
Surrounded by no one
Dec 1, 2015
Dec 1, 2015 at 5:18 PM UTC