Mr Blu came to visit me today.
He wrapped me in pain, cradled me with sorrow
and told me not to wait till tomorrow
It is time he said.
He told me to follow his lead
Count to three
And not to look back
There’s nothing left here for me
but pain
He said with him I’ll be free
Free like birds flying in the summer breeze
Oh Mr Blu,
you do make a good offer
I could play with the other lost kids all winter and summer
Just a second I’ll be there in a few
Just need to pack a thing or two
Jun 22, 2022
Jun 22, 2022 at 9:04 PM UTC
That time of year is upon us
Longer nights, shorter days
Sky full of grey and gloom
**** I miss the sunshine
Fur coats and winter boots
The wind mightier than Zeus
**** I miss the sunshine
Couples unite for a cosy winter night
But
Where is my sunshine
Oct 13, 2021
Oct 13, 2021 at 6:30 PM UTC
when a poet falls in love with you
you can never die
they will notice the way
you rub your palms and look down
when someone is angry at you
and the way you smirk
as you pull away from a kiss
they will notice how you can't sleep
without your body touching someone else's
how you never crease any pages of books
and how you close your eyes when you dance in your kitchen
with your record player on
they will find all of the words
that they see you as
and turn them into something beautiful
people say you die twice
once when you stop breathing
and when someone says your name
for the last time
if you fall in love with a poet
they will never stop
mentioning your name
you will be alive
for eternity
May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 2:11 PM UTC
The piano played a beautiful tune for her,
But she couldn't hear it.
The brushes coloured an empty canvas for her,
But she couldn't see it.
The bees made delicious honey for her,
But she couldn't taste it.
The flowers scented heavenly for her,
But she couldn't smell it.
The birds made a soft dress with their feathers for her,
But she couldn't feel it.
How could she?
When the world tortured her,
Till she was dead inside.
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 9:28 AM UTC
I'm tired.
Tired of everything.
I just want to sleep,
And never wake up again.
No, I'm not lazy,
I'm not running away from life.
I'm just tired of the world and myself,
And too tired to change anything.
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 9:25 AM UTC
Do you want to hear all the why's
You are the one that told all the lies
Thinking that you would get by
Good try
The other guy
Bragging
That you would never tell him bye
Never looking me in the eye
All the things you had to justify
Letting it intensify
Never being satisfied
Putting me on standby
Leaving me high an dry
Always wondering where you were
Asking myself, why
The rules of love
You never applied
Only when you were high
Would you drop by
All my questions
You denied
With more lies
I became the fall guy
Do not cry
Wipe your eyes
I stopped turning a blind eye
Its
Good bye
!!
Mar 25, 2018
Mar 25, 2018 at 8:31 PM UTC
the first time we met he touched his lips to mine
and I allowed it
im afraid of him because he thinks about me
too often
I know I should consider myself lucky
to have someone so smitten with me
but I can't help feeling suffocated
I can't get enough air but im too scared
to tell him no because I don't want to see him hurt
and I'm no longer sure what my love is worth
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 7:13 PM UTC
When your heart feels heavy:
1. Sit down in silence
2. Take off your shoulders
3. Hear your bones crack
4. Let your eyes breathe
5. Whisper to your heart,
it's home.
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 7:12 PM UTC
hey mom, lately I haven't been okay
don't you see as you look me in the eye everyday?
the circles under my eyes are a little too deep
although nowadays all that I do is sleep
mom, last month, someone at school tried suicide
downing a bottle of paracetamol as he cried
I wanted to tell you about him, 'cause now he's dead,
but I remembered some of the things that you said
when the other day you were at the drug store
you heard someone overdosed on paracetamol
you laughed then you said, "why hold back at all?
why not drink poison? that'll work for sure!"
mom, I looked it up, it only takes fifteen tablets
fifteen of paracetamol and it'll send me straight to a casket
mom, what if I were that overdosing teen?
if I take only fourteen, would you tell me the same thing?
mom, I've been starving myself - I hardly eat
I don't know how I'm still managing on my feet
that's fine anyway, you told me I should go on a diet
so go on and tell me that I'm fat, I'll just keep quiet
hey mom, my arms are lined up with slits
but you're worried about if my clothes still fit
so I'll keep my mouth shut, I won't make things bigger
maybe if I tell my friends I'll feel a little better
mom, everyone keeps telling me I'm depressed
that I've got all these emotions inside me supressed
I only listen to you, mom, and I ignore the rest
after all, doesn't the saying go "mother knows best"?
mom, if I wanted to die, what would you do?
'cause if I tell you, I feel like you'd just say, "me, too!"
don't worry, mom, if I'm suddenly gone one day
I've learned to hate myself because of you anyway
mom, everyday is becoming a little too tough
I'm just holding on 'til I can cut deep enough
maybe it would be a nice surprise for me and you
if killing myself is something I finally do.
Feb 24, 2018
Feb 24, 2018 at 8:14 PM UTC
Have you ever felt the feeling of love?
The one you can't describe.
The feeling that you would do anything for them.
The feeling of upsetting them kills you inside.
The feeling of being away from them for minute is like a life time.
The feeling of caring so much for them you don't care for your self anymore.
The moment your not around them you crave,
There love
There affection
There attention
There sense
There heart beat.
When all you physically & emotionally want is them?
I Have
Feb 24, 2018
Feb 24, 2018 at 8:10 PM UTC