If Only
A thousand words I wish to say
But only silence is heard
Feelings to share, a message convey
But I don't say a word
A ton of things I would do
To show how much I care
So much I would give to you
If...I really dared
All the thoughts I think of you
Deeply held within
Concealed completely without a clue
It'll look, as it's always been
If only I could but show
How you make me feel
If you would only know
What I can't reveal
If only you knew the ache I felt
The day you shut me out
The pain and sadness that I dealt
When we walk the parting route
If only you knew the memories it brought
When I saw something you'd like
Everything about you I never forgot
Hidden in my heart so tight
A thousand word "If Onlys" fill my mind
Wishing you felt this way too
A thousand words I would find
To say "If only you knew."
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 4:05 AM UTC
I tore down my walls
I opened my doors
And made room for one more
Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 10:32 AM UTC
I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me.
So I wore a mask that always smiled;
To hide my feelings behind a lie.
Before long, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside, I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.
Nobody could hear my cries at night,
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling,
For I designed my mask to be laughing.
Behind all the smiles were the tears,
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see,
Wasn't everything there was to me.
I thought I had to keep searching,
For the thing that'll stop my crying.
For Someone who'll erase my fears,
For the Person who'll wipe my tears.
But now I'm truly smiling,
I have long ago cast off the mask I'm wearing.
For I found the One that my heart was seeking,
And He gave me joy unceasing. ♥︎
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 11:38 PM UTC
When I first met you,
I thought you were the one.
And when you met me,
You showered me with love.
I thought about you,
Every single day.
And when you talked to me,
I didn't know what to say.
You said you liked me,
But you seemed so far away.
I didn't know love was so complicated,
I was so fooled by your empty praises.
And though you left me broken,
I don't want my words to be unspoken:
I wish you the best in life,
Though all you told me were your lies.
I want you to be happy,
Though we are now apart.
I hope that you grow to be a gentleman;
I mean it from the bottom of my hurting heart.
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 11:37 PM UTC
All I ever wish was to make you smile
I would do anything, even the extra mile.
I would sit there gazing at you,
Thinking of what for you, I'll do.
Dreaming of you from morning 'till noon,
Dreams as big as the Midnight moon.
I may be a dreamer, but I'll do as I say,
And you will find yourself the happiest person someday
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 11:37 PM UTC
"I can't stop thinking about you,
Reminiscing all the memories..
I sometimes wonder if you miss me too,
Or were they all plastic memories?"
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 11:37 PM UTC
*I've lost my pieces,
they're scattered all around
I've lost my pieces,
and they're nowhere to be found
I've stopped looking,
there's no point wishing...*
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could someone piece me back again?
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 11:37 PM UTC
*Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Instead of arrows,
I'll shoot flowers at you.*
Because no matter what,
I'll always be here for you.
No matter what you do,
I'll always forgive you.
And no matter what you say,
I'll still be loving you
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 11:37 PM UTC
Is there an answer to the
cause of sin?
Why we're slowly falling
to our self-made demise?
How people get so greedy,
to never spare a thought for the needy?
Can someone tell me why,
people break each others' hearts?
Is it fun to lie, or tear people apart?
Is there an answer or will there never be?
**People make mistakes,
it's what makes us human
Hoping not to break,
it's what makes us human
Doing whatever it takes,
it's what makes us human**
Someday, we'll find the answers
'Till then, let's get through this together
Saving people who are lost,
Fighting at any cost.
Why are you just standing there?
can't you stop the crying?
People are already getting killed,
people are already dying
Why crush hope?
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 11:37 PM UTC
My support for your dreams is
as long-lasting as zinc,
because your potential to shine
is as immense as unpolished platinum.
I do not care what others might say or think,
for a tiny spark will light you up
as bright as magnesium .
Nov 13, 2015
Nov 13, 2015 at 9:17 AM UTC