I held your hand
As you said goodbye,
and you shed a single tear
It wasn't until then
That the light bulb lit,
And I saw my biggest fear
I held you close
Praying for strength
Just needing you to be near
I closed my eyes
And sent up a prayer
Begging Him to hear
Please dont go
I begged you so
Between every tear
Something worked
I hope it was for me,
But you decided to stay here
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 10:44 PM UTC
No words can do you justice
But here I am to try,
I think of you every day
I just can’t say goodbye
I miss the way you made me feel
Like nothing really mattered
And every time I think of you
My heart gets re-shattered
But now you breathe with the wind
And your smile fuels the sun
You may have left the world behind
But your time is never done
You shape the clouds for me to see
And I look at them and smile
It does not stop the pain
But it’s better for a while
Sep 8, 2016
Sep 8, 2016 at 1:07 PM UTC
You'll probably never read this
And I guess it's for the best
I'm still picking up the pieces
Well, at least the ones that you left
My friends all say I'm crazy
That I should give up and move on
But it's easier said than done
When I've wanted you for so long
Don't think that I blame you
Because really I am at fault
I'm shy, and blended in
And she stood out to you...
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 8:34 AM UTC
When people look at me
I wonder what they say
But maybe I am better off
Not knowing, in this way
They tell us go to school
Better yourself this way
But how am I gaining
When I lose myself each day
Walking through the halls
Whispers can be heard
School can be torture
If you are deemed a nerd
Bullying free zone
That's what the teachers say
They don't see it as it happens
But we see it every day
What if I could just end it
One girl asks on the brink
As she picks up her razor
And sits down on the sink
A second and I'll be done
Never to hear again
The question isn't "Will it happen?"
It should just be "When?"
So if you see a person
Sitting there alone
Sit down right beside them
Show them that they're known
Jan 25, 2016
Jan 25, 2016 at 9:11 AM UTC
Running down the court
Listening to the screaming of the fans
Feeling the beating of my heart
As the coach yells out all the plans
Standing in the huddle
At the end of all the games
Looking at the team
Who have been there through the fight
Walking down the halls
With the jerseys shining bright
Awaiting the game
And another win tonight
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 8:27 PM UTC
When the skies rain fire
And there's nothing else to lose
When the sun stops rising
And we live in a world of blues
When the stars crash to earth
And all thats left is darkness
When the moon burns out
And we have nothing but the ashes
When our world starts to die
And we only have each other
When the ocean runs dry
We can search for something better
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 9:10 PM UTC
My world went tumbling down
When you decided to walk away
The reason I may never know
But I think about it everyday
Sometimes I miss the days
When we still were together
Now they are just a daze
But I will dream of them forever
Nov 20, 2015
Nov 20, 2015 at 12:22 PM UTC
We're the fire just below the surface
And the darkness that shines through the light
We're the passion you keep hidden
And the wrong that that will never be right.
We're stories you don't read at night
The things that keep you up in fright
We're the alarm ringing in the halls
Banging off all the windows and walls.
We're the howls you here at night
The constant reminder of who you are
We're things that you can never escape
For we are your creation...
Oct 11, 2015
Oct 11, 2015 at 7:22 PM UTC
Let's pretend you love me
That your eyes shine just for me
Let's pretend we're happy
That our love burns bright and free
Let's pretend the world
Is what we want to see
And every time we close our eyes
It is only you and me
Let's pretend the struggles
Are all in our past
And we are in the future
Where we can never move too fast
So let's pretend you love me
And I will play along
Because baby you might not realize
But I have loved you all along...
Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 11:01 PM UTC
My teardrops fall, just like the rain
I need a way, to escape the pain
My heartbeat stalls, when I hear your name
I start to think, it was all your game
You break hearts, it's what you do
And now I'm here, just missing you
You said goodbye, like a simple end
Like I was nothing but a simple friend
As he dries my tears, you see the fears
You've discovered after the years
You don't want me now, more than you did then
You only want me, now that I want him...
Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 10:46 PM UTC