I held your hand
As you said goodbye,
and you shed a single tear
It wasn't until then
That the light bulb lit,
And I saw my biggest fear
I held you close
Praying for strength
Just needing you to be near
I closed my eyes
And sent up a prayer
Begging Him to hear
Please dont go
I begged you so
Between every tear
Something worked
I hope it was for me,
But you decided to stay here
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 10:44 PM UTC
No words can do you justice
But here I am to try,
I think of you every day
I just can’t say goodbye
I miss the way you made me feel
Like nothing really mattered
And every time I think of you
My heart gets re-shattered
But now you breathe with the wind
And your smile fuels the sun
You may have left the world behind
But your time is never done
You shape the clouds for me to see
And I look at them and smile
It does not stop the pain
But it’s better for a while
Sep 8, 2016
Sep 8, 2016 at 1:07 PM UTC
Wind blows through my hair
The grass soft against my feet
Everything seems fair
Even constrained in my seat
I have plenty of food
I'm safe and warm
Even if it's crude
I'm part of the norm
I'm sent to a place
That is padded ceiling to floor
I play with my dress' lace
While I sit there and bore
This is my punishment for speaking
I acted out to Him
The one who's been 'tweaking'
Me since life turned grim
Awful things happen here
But I'm grateful too
That I don't live with fear
The one I once knew
This punishment is minor
I've had it a time too many
For asking about her shiner
And counting to twenty
If I continue rebelling
And I do worse
Then spelling
I'll ride off in a hearse
I've been taken to a big crowd
I'm out of that room
That's when it went loud
And I heard a BOOM
That's the day I was found
The day I was me
I heard no other sound
But those of glee
I never understood
What I hadn't been told
And now I think how could
My parents never want to hold
Me
That was the day I was taught a word
One of beauty and glory
A word that I heard
That is its own story
A story so sweet
Saying I didn't need 'em
That I could meet
A world of freedom
Jul 4, 2016
Jul 4, 2016 at 11:33 AM UTC
sunshine and
high heels
thrumming music
how do you feel?
pulverized hearts and
love smashed to smithereens
a silver bullet
stops the wolverine
but nothing can stop my love
by any means
Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 10:57 AM UTC
You'll probably never read this
And I guess it's for the best
I'm still picking up the pieces
Well, at least the ones that you left
My friends all say I'm crazy
That I should give up and move on
But it's easier said than done
When I've wanted you for so long
Don't think that I blame you
Because really I am at fault
I'm shy, and blended in
And she stood out to you...
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 8:34 AM UTC
When people look at me
I wonder what they say
But maybe I am better off
Not knowing, in this way
They tell us go to school
Better yourself this way
But how am I gaining
When I lose myself each day
Walking through the halls
Whispers can be heard
School can be torture
If you are deemed a nerd
Bullying free zone
That's what the teachers say
They don't see it as it happens
But we see it every day
What if I could just end it
One girl asks on the brink
As she picks up her razor
And sits down on the sink
A second and I'll be done
Never to hear again
The question isn't "Will it happen?"
It should just be "When?"
So if you see a person
Sitting there alone
Sit down right beside them
Show them that they're known
Jan 25, 2016
Jan 25, 2016 at 9:11 AM UTC
Running down the court
Listening to the screaming of the fans
Feeling the beating of my heart
As the coach yells out all the plans
Standing in the huddle
At the end of all the games
Looking at the team
Who have been there through the fight
Walking down the halls
With the jerseys shining bright
Awaiting the game
And another win tonight
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 8:27 PM UTC
When the skies rain fire
And there's nothing else to lose
When the sun stops rising
And we live in a world of blues
When the stars crash to earth
And all thats left is darkness
When the moon burns out
And we have nothing but the ashes
When our world starts to die
And we only have each other
When the ocean runs dry
We can search for something better
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 9:10 PM UTC
My world went tumbling down
When you decided to walk away
The reason I may never know
But I think about it everyday
Sometimes I miss the days
When we still were together
Now they are just a daze
But I will dream of them forever
Nov 20, 2015
Nov 20, 2015 at 12:22 PM UTC