Once in a while,
I'll be out late at night,
Staring at the twinkling stars,
My mind wandering to every aspect of life.
My mind wandering to the only two I can trust.
Their pain so real
And so much more than my own.
So, as I sit there staring at the stars,
I wonder why I got blessed with them.
Those two who keep me alive,
When I feel like I'm nothing more than another pain to them.
A shooting star goes by
And I wish their pain gone.
I wish that I could take their pain for them
And make them forget me.
So it will be easier for them
When I'm finally gone.
Aug 13, 2013
Aug 13, 2013 at 12:03 PM UTC
I feel myself slipping into the darkness
Every day, the feeling gets stronger,
my hope for a better life,
for a better society,
gets smaller and smaller.
The more I think about it,
the more it consumes me;
the thought of death.
But then something stops me;
more like two things.
without those two,
I know the darkness would have already won.
Jul 29, 2013
Jul 29, 2013 at 5:34 PM UTC
Sometimes
I
feel
like
I
could
have
saved
Our
friendship.
Instead,
I
Watched
It
C
R
U
M
B
L
E
But
Hear
Me
When
I
Say,
I
Wish
I
Had
Done
Something.
Jul 27, 2013
Jul 27, 2013 at 11:25 PM UTC
We used to hate each other,
Not daring to look at one another.
Hate and fakeness poured from our words to one another.
Judgement
Rude looks
Condescending words
But then something changed:
Real smiles and heartfelt laughs
Words of kindness
Best of friends.
Together, we went through so much,
Telling each other so many different things.
Together, I felt no one could stop us,
Until high school came.
Slowly we were drifting,
I could feel it more every day.
Then, we stopped texting,
Hanging out,
And small talk became our language.
Now, I feel I lost a sister,
But I want one thing to stand true,
It doesn't matter that we've grown apart.
I know I'll always be here for you.
Jul 10, 2013
Jul 10, 2013 at 3:56 PM UTC
Through thick and thin,
we were together,
But as time went on,
and we grew older,
we both realized, but didn't say,
Good times can't last forever
Jun 8, 2013
Jun 8, 2013 at 2:48 PM UTC
We are blood,
But barely talk.
Years it has been,
Since we've last seen each other;
Spoken to each other.
I've always thought you've resented me,
That you didn't come back because of me,
Something I did,
Something I said.
But now that we talk again,
I see,
That you did not leave
Because of me.
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 2:44 AM UTC
Sometimes I feel,
Like everyone hates me.
No one can stand me
No one can love me.
Maybe if I leave
I can make everyone happy.
May 31, 2013
May 31, 2013 at 9:17 PM UTC
You might not be the
thinnest,
prettiest,
or
the best with advice,
according to society.
But you're
Beautiful,
perfect,
and
amazing
in my eyes.
You are my
inspiration,
my motivation,
my rock,
and most of all,
My sister.
May 21, 2013
May 21, 2013 at 9:09 PM UTC
It started with a tree,
And when I climbed,
Nothing could stop me.
High and higher,
I went.
But the braches got
Thinner and thinner.
Until one finally snapped.
And I fell from my safety,
Right into the mouths of wolves.
May 20, 2013
May 20, 2013 at 10:03 PM UTC
*Once there was a girl,
And for her whole life she hid,
Till she was no more.*
May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 12:51 AM UTC