you taste like whiskey
you smelled like cigarettes
your ways of affection gave me butterflies
and the way you made love caused shivers
i'd fall asleep within your grasp
and you'd hold my hand and play with my hair
until the sun painted a new day
but you couldn't handle much more
your love was work
and i was the job
we didn't last
and it was all my fault
(a.t)
Jul 27, 2013
Jul 27, 2013 at 1:53 AM UTC
all i've wanted to say for awhile is that i love you.
and i've never quite got the chance
because we don't speak (as much)
and uh, well,
i really like you
like uh
really
*******
like
you
and this is turning v sappy and i'm not sure how to feel about it but okay
please don't hate me
ikjsdhkhgjgvyteuw
i'm not going to be online for a while so i'm not ignoring you
and urkejuhgfi7odsgyhk i'm so awkward i hate everything
but yeah
arya xo
Jul 23, 2013
Jul 23, 2013 at 4:33 AM UTC
i watch the trees outside of my house
how leaves fall from the tree to the ground
but they don't make a sound, they're as quiet as a mouse
and they sit and they wait and wait until they are found
but sometimes
people don't pick up leaves
and people leave them
to be swept away
by some old man
trying to get his pay
i always pick leaves up
because i know how it feels
to be alone in a place you don't know
but that only happens to be in my mind
where i am alone and cannot be found
Jul 23, 2013
Jul 23, 2013 at 2:52 AM UTC
"i like you a lot." he spoke, his words were gentle and soft.
"i like the way your hair falls on your shoulders,"
"i like how you purse your lips when scared or nervous,"
"i like the freckles on your nose,"
"i like how you don't care what people think but when somebody needs care, you give it to them."
"i like you a lot." she spoke, her words gentle and soft.
"i like the way you part your hair to the side,"
"i like how you're the most attractive boy i know yet you're still the most down to earth."
"i like how when i run my hands over your chest, you shiver,"
"i like how you don't care what people think but when somebody needs care, you give it to them."
Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 9:52 AM UTC
i'm only trying to find my way back home
because all i've been feeling is lost and alone
i need somebody to show me the way
so it'll be clear as day
whether i am to stay
Jul 17, 2013
Jul 17, 2013 at 6:21 PM UTC
the way you loved was cold
it was like you'd just picked me
out of the trash
and put me in your pocket
and told me you loved me
for the sake of keeping my heart beating
and my pulse thudding
and when you felt
that i'd received all the love i could
you left
Jul 12, 2013
Jul 12, 2013 at 5:37 PM UTC
i like the way your arms wrap around my waist
they keep me safe guarded
away from the pain
of the beautiful world we live in
i enjoy when your lips touch mine
you taste like whiskey and cigarettes (laughs)
the way that
when i'm cold
you'd lend me your jacket
and tell me that your only wish is to keep me warm
i hate the way
you said you wouldn't leave
but abandoned me
when things got hard
from that day
i prayed and prayed
until i'd held the cross
in my hands
just a little too tight
and the blood
ran down
and around
my wrist
like ivy
on a wall
and that was when i swore
on the name of god
and his son
that i would not fall for anybody
if i was still falling for her
Jul 11, 2013
Jul 11, 2013 at 5:01 PM UTC
oh dear darling
we seem to have lost our path
the one which led us here
and the one which shows no way back
Jul 11, 2013
Jul 11, 2013 at 4:52 PM UTC
it's funny how..
one person could possibly mean the world to you
but could disappear and leave you feeling empty
your heart can shatter
but you don't feel the pieces falling and cutting your internal organs
a face can conceal so much pain and anguish
but nobody sees it
you're just another face in a crowd of a thousand people
Jul 11, 2013
Jul 11, 2013 at 4:45 PM UTC
i don't know what to do for **** sake i love you i'm in love with you and i don't want anybody else
i try to tell myself to get better and get over you but i can't
i'm still stuck falling for you
stuck on you
always ******* stuck on you
and to make things worse
you couldn't love me any less than now
and you couldn't care any less either
i'm sorry to be putting this on you but i'm sick of trying to stay strong when i know the person
i'm trying for doesn't care whether i live or die.
Jul 10, 2013
Jul 10, 2013 at 4:22 PM UTC