i came up with a little extra effort
of suicidal perhaps
from an actual self motivate of ignorance
to self romantic old romance
bloomed but it dried out, after all
little did i know i felt no aching through my heart
as the result of spitting guts to a single
"hello how are you"
so, okay?
absolutely fine here
Feb 21, 2017
Feb 21, 2017 at 3:45 AM UTC
I remember once you told me
You kept thinking about me days after I left you
You asked me if I was the same
I told you, I was okay
But the truth is
I was also not okay at all.
Now, if I asked you whether you’re doing good without me
The answer will be
You are now completely fine, no harm, no hideous feeling
starting a new happy life,
I guess
Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 1:01 PM UTC
we're not getting any younger
but we're still twenty-below
maybe when we slightly older
we will meet again
i can't wait to be older, then
Sep 21, 2015
Sep 21, 2015 at 10:52 AM UTC
my mind still catches your silhouette
haunting around my brain core
causing trouble to nerve that speciffically went to a total damage
of sending "it's time to move" message
to my whole body
my heart had being turned off
after i've psyched myself
of full long term commitment
that best day of my life-since
my double black eyes still searching for you
in the crowd of blurry people,
in my favorite city (used-to)
that back of you vision still lingers
through every corner of the street
in the end, what i'm trying to say is
don't close the door, please?
Sep 21, 2015
Sep 21, 2015 at 10:21 AM UTC
i was a wanderer
travel in time
recent four years were my specialty
it began with a simple late reply
from crush turn into lover
never been in love and hate to die
priceless dilema and million of tears
bring me here, to the way i am now
i pray for you, sometimes i hope you too
may our loves be blessed by the emperor
i am now closing my book and
begin to fly,
wassalam.
Sep 21, 2015
Sep 21, 2015 at 9:50 AM UTC
forever me
not wanting other better than
a peaceful sigh of someone
from the loudest place on earth
he is kind of classy, yet lousy
never really there when he should
his mind speaks thousand
while his heart, a real fluttering mess
could it be, that all this time
i have been keeping eye on him
silent me through the night
promise nothing, while you stay
Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 10:39 AM UTC
You are just the same boring guy
Four eyes gamer
Twisting hands for all
Gazing upon the star
Hoping one day you will find something to love
I am not quiet sure
What is on your mind
You are unpredictable, yet my guess seems so right
Almost, often
Let's just pretend we are strangers
Playing a game of two
In a bottle full of curiousity
Drenching through the top
I quit playing hard
All i want to ask
are you that guy from my dream?
Because last night seemed so real
And of course,
You are just standing there
In a mysterious way
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 1:25 PM UTC
Who will eventually greet me every morning
Who will walk me to the class
Who will share food with me at lunch
Who will drive me anywhere
Who will buy me milk tea every tuesday
Who will laugh at everything i do
Who will appreciate my confusing thought and joke
Who will give a surprise phone call
Who will knock my window
Who will understand me very well
Who will be in front of me whenever i pray
Who will talk to me until i fall asleep
Who will guide me to places
Who will not get mad whenever i complain about things
Who will be friend with my brothers
Who will not feel afraid to introduce me to his friends
Who will not let me go whenever i mad
Who will wipe my tears
Who will worry about me
Who will keep his promises
Who will watch movies with me
Who will sing for me
Who will do silly things with me
Who will play with my hair
Last but not least
The one who will be there whenever i need him.
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 1:12 PM UTC
can not it be better to keep quiet?
remaining silent while mentally torn apart
the moon will be in my side tonight
i will dance until i stop crying
and tomorrow
it will be better by 10 o'clock in the morning
i will have some nice talks
sharing cookies while deep inside
resisting all the madness
sadness loneliness
keep it alone, i will
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 12:33 PM UTC
i have known her since a long time
it happened that she is a year ahead from me
as a girl
i always hate those whose face prettier than mine
i cursed them, saying they all brainless
but
i could not just stand still when i looked her for the first time
my jealousy seemed going away
my mind started to repair itself
saying, i was not in love
i admired her only
she was no fake
her soul was lighten up by her beauty
this was the second time for me
since the first time i saw my mother
Feb 22, 2014
Feb 22, 2014 at 4:48 AM UTC