I can't fathom the thought of love.
the selflessness
the two hearts beating as one
the butterflies that flip around in sight of your partner
the little hellos that makes the blood rush to your cheeks
or the nights that you miss them terribly that you can have them there to hold just by a call
but that's the only the good part...
But what about the Cons to the Pros?
the tears that fight it's way out to see the world
the lonely nights in your bed
the fights and arguments about being unfaithful
or the 75% of breaking up because of the incompatibility between the two hearts that were to beat as one.
That's why I can't fathom the thought of love
One day it's something so beautiful
Like something as beautiful as Disneyland to a 4 year old
But then the next day, It's something so unbearable
Like losing your favorite blanket that was given to you by a passed on relative.
How could something so beautiful to the eyes be so dark and treacherous on the inside?
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 1:54 AM UTC
Broken hearts
Life passed by in a matter of seconds
Things would never be the same
As my heart wrenched in pain
Day after day
Things got worse
How could you let this happen
Making me think things were fine
That's where I drew the line
I cried day and night because of you
Months without you
I forgot all about your pretty little face
But then you walk back into my life
Reality hit me harder than you leaving
Sight of you made me forget all self control
You told me
"Baby I miss you, I promise I'll never leave"
"You are my life and I love you"
It tore me to pieces seeing you cry for me
I never wanted you back
Yet words slipped out
"The things you did are unforgettable"
"But here's one last token"
"Next time please don't leave me broken."
Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 3:58 AM UTC
No one knows
How much I miss you
Hearing those stories of you many times
I remember every detail
You both were so precious
I still remember you
I'd never forget
Even though I haven't met you
I would never, not love you
Such a big part of me was lost that day
I wasn't even one years old
One word of you both could put me to tears
It breaks my heart knowing they're not happy tears
you both should be standing here today
I never understood what happened
But one day I did
And the tears beat through my eyes
They poured out like a dam being broken
You both were taken away too early
Heaven is your resting place
But if I had one wish
I'd wish that we never had to face the fact that we were
Losing you
Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 9:51 PM UTC