I’m lost without you
You are my life
My soul
My meaning of being
Without you
I am a stray.
Yet you are still here.
I see you everyday
I tell you I love you every single day
I tell you the good morning
And of the new nights
And
And yet
I can never find the
Words to tell you how much you mean to me.
Watching you slowly fade away
Mortifies me.
Like shutting a finger in the door
The pain is there. Right where it happend
Your day will come.
And I will be there
The day before
The day after
And you’ll always
Always have a place in my heart.
Feb 20, 2020
Feb 20, 2020 at 2:06 AM UTC
Here lies my heart
In an open casket
Asleep in an endless slumber
It’s appearance so badly mangled
All that remains is the pulse to keep it beating.
No one came to this open casket.
All but one person showed up.
The one who put my lies in its place.
There lies me. Helpless
Alone
Vulnerable.
And yet at the same time now it is made of steel. Still can you still?
bend it but the contour won’t be shattered
Not this time.
Here lies the last love
I’ll truly wanted.
All others will have meaning
you truly are.
The one that got away
For I want to suffer no more
And end this constant pain.
The casket is closed. No one, too, open it
But you.
Return the key to its proper owner
And if it isn’t you, pass it along.
Don’t make me wait any longer.
This life is filled with space.
Empty space
No matter matters
This void is and endless pit.
Feb 20, 2020
Feb 20, 2020 at 1:34 AM UTC
The sky and the stars
Bring out most of all,
The knight is silent
Even during they day
They lie there wide awake,
Hiding from the light of day
This constant darkness consumes everything in its site
But not ours.
Unite these dreams and shine true.
The abyss of night is always true.
The sun will rise again for some of us.
Let that be enough to grow you passions from seeds to roots
And those roots will set your foundation.
A bold knight will shine in armor one day,
Just as a flower will sprout
A relationship will blossom
If only for me but a mouse
Feb 20, 2020
Feb 20, 2020 at 1:17 AM UTC