As our words,
become splendour.
And your presence,
is the warmth of the moon.
Don't bid me farewell
especially when the waves flood.
But even if it is a ripple,
slumber on my essence...
The manifestation of
an appalling affinity between
the dark horse and the white horse.
Hopefulness uttered.
Subsist.
Trod the mesmerising waves with me-
Even if not with me.
Or do you wish to ravage the emptiness
consuming me, so air can no longer seep through?
As you engulf me,
Feel my heartbeat,
As you eradicate yourself,
Feel my stubborn grip.
Slowly ripping what once was crystals,
that is now dust.
Through your eye is dark cellophane;
pain and anguish.
Only odour of ephemeral bitter-sweetness
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 10:28 AM UTC
I spent my life
trying to please my family
It didn't work
I spent my life trying to
Please others
I spent my life......
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 3:18 AM UTC
"long time, no see,"
is what i'd say if i found you again
i probably won't find you again
but my heart is aching for you
my heart is hoping for you
and i need you
i was a pianist,
you loved to sing and make up lyrics to music
you woke me up from my solitary dreams of music
so beautiful, were your words
so innocent, were your words
you were the first new thing i heard
where are you now?
i miss our days of music
can we have one more day of music?
the place; time; songs would be different
even we would be different
maybe our old joys would be brought back in that instant
how have you changed?
i can't play piano, i'm too short to catch you like i did
but let me put my heart into mixtapes for you, and i will
you brightened my world in our old life
you were my ray of light in our old life
i have just one wish in this life
that we get to spend it together too.
hey, are you out there?
Apr 20, 2015
Apr 20, 2015 at 8:53 AM UTC
All I want is to be with you
so you know I am there.
All I want is to hug you
so I can protect you.
All I want is to hold your hand
so I can show everyone our love.
All I want is to kiss you
so we can lock our love inside our hearts.
All I want is to cuddle you
so I can hold you through the night.
All I want is you!
You are the only one that makes me believe that
Love
actually does exist.
All I want to do is treasure it with
You!
I love you!
Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 8:09 AM UTC
*The dreams I dreamt,
The tears I spent,
The sorrows I have,
The love I gave,
It was all meant for him.
His love,
His hate,
His laughter,
His sorrow,
I wish I could accept it all.
Our time,
Our thought,
Our laugh,
Our smile,
It’s now in the past.
My wishes,
My dreams,
My kisses,
My gleams,
I give it all to him.*
Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 10:56 PM UTC
He loves me;
He loves me not,
I love him;
He loves me not.
I fought, he didn't,
I chased, he didn't,
I cried, he didn't,
I plead, he didn't.
I saw the sparks in his eyes,
I saw the way he looked, at her.
I watched his movement,
I watched him kissed her.
I wrote a thousand words,
I sang a thousand songs,
I shipped a thousand feelings,
I watched them sink.
And now,
He loves me,
I love him not.
Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 10:55 PM UTC
Hold on.
I have to clean this up.
I don't want your soles to get cut up by my lack of ambidexterity.
I'm right-handed but I thought I'd try this out with my left
And I'm not as deft with it, especially in the moment, but I thought I'd give it a shot anyway.
It's my fault... I don't know how to juggle.
I'm usually good with rotation but
between the dilation of my eyes and the inflation of my ego,
the sensation of being flippant left me in a painted tuxedo
And it's raining...It's been raining.
I'm not complaining but the paint
is running and bleeding; An apotheosis of Leonid Afremov
needing emotional content to prove I exist.
I don't mean to be like this. I don't want to be like this.
Apr 9, 2015
Apr 9, 2015 at 12:36 AM UTC
I told you I would
leave, but I never
said goodbye
I told you it
would end, but I
never said it'd die
I deleted you out
of my life, but I
never had you blocked
I closed the door
to you, but I
never had it locked
©
Apr 9, 2015
Apr 9, 2015 at 12:13 AM UTC
missing you is like insomnia, nausea,
and headaches that won't go away
missing you is like being deflated
crumpled in a fetal position with no intentions of getting up
missing you is like trying to convince myself that I'm okay
"no really, I didn't even think about him today"
missing you is screaming because I can't get your smile out of my head
why do I care? stupid girl. get over it.
missing you is like losing a piece of myself
my carefree, wildflower, smiling, full-hearted self is missing
you took her with you when you said you didn't love me
missing you is wishing you missed me too.
Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 1:39 AM UTC