Evil, sick and twisted boys.
If you like me, if you love me,
Then why do you want to hurt me?
Is my pain release for you?
Can you only feel the ecstasy of intimacy
With your hands so forceful on my neck,
Or with teeth deep in my flesh,
Until I'm sure I'm ripped apart.
Hold my hands behind my back,
Keep them tight above my head
So I won't push away when it hurts.
I'm someone's daughter,
I'm taking it like a good little ****
Can you tell that I like it?
I worked really hard on it all for you!
And when you touch me so harshly,
The parts of me you like so fondly
Will never again feel quite right for me.
Is it okay to mutilate me?
Must I sacrifice such sacred parts,
And call sweet blessed love a surrender
Of everything that makes me sweet,
Of what's required to be complete.
I write these words on my jean pocket
And carry them around like an omen,
Boy's wont want to touch me then.
Apr 12, 2023
Apr 12, 2023 at 7:16 PM UTC
To be loved, what a wonderful thing,
Your nails digging your roots into my head,
Infected me with your perspective
It's nothing quite like what you see,
Make you happy while I weep into squalor;
This collar will not make me stronger
Stranger ideals have once taken place,
But in my face you'll read the triumph of lies,
Lionize me and you'll waste the wine
Feb 19, 2022
Feb 19, 2022 at 8:57 AM UTC
Crouching tiger, hidden dragon
Fill my empty bones with passion
I was never born a lion
But there is fighting in the shadows
With unpredictable strength
It follows
Behind the rock, my giant roots
To serve as sturdy ground through fire
I was never born an eagle
But there is pride beneath smaller wings
With unquestionable force
It sings
Feb 3, 2022
Feb 3, 2022 at 11:31 AM UTC
I think my emotions have gripped me enough,
My heart can only beat so slow.
The fear has made me an incomparable waste,
The kind I wish I didn't know.
My fear to fail, my worry to rise,
The final fall out of line
Has shook my bones, I don't want to feel alone,
I want to try to be fine.
I'm scared I'll fail, I'm scared you'll laugh,
But isn't that what's wrong?
These moments wont last forever,
Why haven't I realised, I wont last forever,
It's time for this chapter to be gone.
May 17, 2017
May 17, 2017 at 4:13 PM UTC
*You cannot blindfold me
and walk me into a room
full of your hopes and dreams
and expect me to
build my life there.*
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 3:51 PM UTC
I'm at that point again
When all I want to do is sleep
My eyelids feel constantly heavy
And my body continuously aches
My emotions are dormant
And my smiles are fake
I'm just going through the motions
I feel pointless, a waste of space
I've been here before, I know
But I don't remember what changed
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 1:32 PM UTC
I
h
a
v
e
f
e
e
l
i
n
g
s
that
form
thou
ghts,
that
form
words,
that form
sente nces,
that form
rope, which
ties itself
into a noose.
Your words
are also a rope,
that saves me from
drowning.
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 12:00 PM UTC
*parallel
are the
P P
A A
T T
H H
we take,
we will never meet.*
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 6:41 PM UTC
Love *****
Because I thought I'd finally moved on,
Until I saw your name appear on my screen.
I could've sworn my heart skipped a beat.
Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 3:04 PM UTC