Lord, Am I wrong or am I right?
Am I wrong for being right?
Or am I right for being wrong?
Do I hold the peace or speak up?
When I hold the peace, we get in a fight…
When I speak up, I hurt the ones I love…
So am I wrong or am I right?
Am I wrong for being right?
Or am I right for being wrong?
Lord, I’m tired.
This is, an unending cycle…
I feel alone when I’m not…
And I don’t when I am…
Alone in the woods or some overgrown trail on a mountain top.
I feel surrounded with your presents.
At peace, culm at ease alone.
Oh I miss it so much!
But at home or anywhere else
Surround by family and friends…
I feel alone…
As if I’m in a box,
that’s drowning in the dark abyss
Frozen… unable to move or talk.
So when I’m alone, I’m not.
And when I’m not, I am?
With questions on questions
That turn to the same question.
Lord, Am I wrong or am I right?
Am I lost?
I’m lost.
Where am I?
Wait I’m not.
Make it make sense…
Lord, I’m tired…
Jan 4, 2022
Jan 4, 2022 at 7:04 AM UTC
Sometimes there’s a long for silence. Not a word to be spoken. For the world around is way to load. The soul cries out for a dire need of peace before it’ll end up dazed numb and paralyzed. Take the lull moment it’s in arms reach. Embrace the night and hold it dear. Bow your head and bend your knees lift your hands and reveal what you feel. Even though GOD knows HE sees. HE wants to hear you declare it dear. HE wants that link with you. Take HIS hand HE will save you. But who am I, to tell you.. For deep down your soul already knew..
Dec 25, 2021
Dec 25, 2021 at 7:08 AM UTC
LORD,
I cry my heart out to YOU
Every day and every night.
Can YOU hear me?
Are YOU still listening?
I feel so alone.
Unheard.
Not seen.
As if YOU left me
LORD.
YOU promised to never leave my side.
Remember YOUR promise.
Hear my prayer O GOD
As I cry out to YOU
In the midst of all this pain and sorrow.
Open the heavens
Accept my plea.
Let me feel YOU surround me
Let me feel YOUR warmth again.
LORD I need you!
YOU are all I've got.
YOU are my strength and hope
On what I lean on.
Don't let me feel alone.
Because I'm so hurt, cold and tired.
“The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.”
(Psalms 18:2 KJV)
Nov 19, 2016
Nov 19, 2016 at 8:26 AM UTC
You can't even imagine
Right now what I'm going through
You can't even see
Half the things
I'm hiding from you
I force myself to smile
I tell myself I'm fine
I force myself to say
"Hello. I'm great. How are you dear, how is life?"
I can see through your eyes your having a rough time
I push my own feelings aside
And encourage you to spill yours out.
I can feel your heartache
I can help you to heal
I love doing that
Hey. :)
But that's because I know what's it like not having anyone
Who could understand
Or would even want to try
I force myself to smile
I tell myself I'm fine
Better days are coming
Why not help this hurting heart first, see the light
So I sit there, hurting along with you
Understanding everything you say
And wondering there should be something I could do
For you,
For you.
Not realizing that I have done enough,
Just sit'en here hurting with you
Listening to what you got to say
Meant the world to you.
Now you feel better
The clouds have gone
You see the light.
And some how, a little, I, do, too.
I force myself to smile
I tell myself I'm fine
Better days are coming.
I know I'll be alright.
Why not help this hurting heart see the light.
"Hello. I'm great. How are you dear, how is life?"
4/18/15
Nov 12, 2016
Nov 12, 2016 at 5:41 PM UTC
I'm so tired of
My eyes burning
Of them tears dropped
So tired of
Wanting to speak
But not a sound comes out
I'm so tired of
Laying in bed and not getting up
Because every muscle and bone In my body
feel like they've been beat up
So tired of
All the noise
I just want it to stop
So tired of
Wanting to run , run so far
Where no one would find me
But yet not having a place to go or call home.
I'm so exhausted
Emotionally
Mentally
Physically
When,
would this ever Stop?
Sep 30, 2016
Sep 30, 2016 at 5:29 AM UTC
My man
Hold me close
Kiss me softly
Say you love me
Call me your darling
Don't stop showing affection to me
I need to know
You're still attracted to me
Assure me
That I'm the only girl in your life
Make me feel safe
I need to know
that I'm protected and loved
Talk with me
About anything really
From sport cars and football game nights
To what you'd like me to wear tonight
Include me
Surprise me
Let me know
How I make you feel
Sit with me
Doing absolutely nothing
Just enjoy each other's company
"My man, you are my handsome man
And I'll do anything for you
Just be sure to do your part too
let me know
'Won't you?'"
Aug 27, 2016
Aug 27, 2016 at 5:00 AM UTC
*My Name Is ****
***I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold,
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember I'm easily found,
I live all around you - in schools and in town.
I live with the rich; I live with the poor,
I live down the street, and maybe next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,
I can be made under the kitchen sink.
In your child's closet, and even in the woods,
If this scares you to death, well it certainly should.
I have many names, but there's one you know best,
I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal ****
My power is awesome; try me you'll see,
But if you do, you may never break free.
Just try me once and I might let you go,
But try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie,
You do what you have to -- just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms
Will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms,
your lungs your nose.
You'll lie to your mother; you'll steal from your dad,
When you see their tears, you should feel sad.
But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised,
I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways.
I take kids from parents, and parents from kids,
I turn people from God, and separate friends.
I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride,
I'll be with you always -- right by your side.
You'll give up everything - your family, your home,
Your friends, your money, then you'll be alone.
I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give,
When I'm finished with you, you'll be lucky to live.
If you try me be warned - this is no game,
If given the chance, I'll drive you insane.
I'll ravish your body, I'll control your mind,
I'll own you completely, your soul will be mine.
The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed,
The voices you'll hear, from inside your head.
The sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see,
I want you to know, these are all gifts from me.
But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart,
That you are mine, and we shall not part.
You'll regret that you tried me, they always do,
But you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen, many times you were told,
But you challenged my power, and chose to be bold.
You could have said no, and just walked away,
If you could live that day over, now what would you say?
I'll be your master, you will be my slave,
I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave.
Now that you have met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not? It's all up to you.
I can bring you more misery than words can tell,
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell.
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Jul 17, 2016
Jul 17, 2016 at 2:52 AM UTC
Silence.
It is a tremendously beautiful place.
It cannot be found, it cannot be grasped.
It exists but somehow leaves no sign or trace.
It can be accepted, it can be stepped into.
It is not seen, it is not heard, it is not felt.
It is a place of wonders and mysteries.
It is a place that many seek, but do not find.
It is a place where only a few can handle.
It is rejected by many, very few choose to be there.
It is a place where inner depths of the heart are revealed.
It is a place where reality is faced.
It is a place where selfishness looks itself in the mirror.
It is a place where thoughts become clearer.
It is a place that strangles out fear.
It is so far but somehow so near.
It is a place where words are not heard.
It is a place where thoughts are discerned.
It is a place of piercing communication.
-vladislav bezhenar-
-GladTidingz-
Jul 17, 2016
Jul 17, 2016 at 2:38 AM UTC
The day I met you
You made me want to be better
You made me want to be Stronger
Physically
Emotionally
Healthy
You made me want to be wiser
You made me want to be
More
Caring
Loving
Kind
You made me feel like
I am worth something on earth
The day I met you
Something just clicked
As days went by
I noticed myself being different
I started working harder
I started holding myself together
Being stronger
I became more
Caring
Patient
Loving
Kind
My words came out wiser
The day I met you
I somehow become the person I always wanted to be
The day I met you
My knees didn't go weak
I didn't get them butterflies
I didn't go space blank and didn't know what to say
I was just me
No funny business
The day I met you
I felt culm
Strong
Confident
The day I met you
I felt like I can do anything
Like I was a somebody
And somehow I knew
That the day I met you
You'd be my best friend
one day my husband
Till death us do part
I'm so glad for
The day I met you.
Because of you
I'm the person I always wanted to be.
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 1:38 AM UTC
I come from; my mom and dad,
Where GOD has created me with his hand.
Although my mom says, “I’m her mistake.”,
I know GOD has a reason for this to take place.
There was a time I got depressed,
Of what she said.
The depression got out of control,
The words been hunting me on and on.
Until I decided to tel go,
I didn’t matter for (one soul).
Then I heard a song on the radio,
And that was GOD’s most amazing miracle.
That I’m still alive from that day on,
And that I have the power to keep on keeping on.
I come from; the strongest source,
Who abides in the universe,
And has the power to hold the earth.
The beginning and the end,
Everlasting.
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 3:41 AM UTC