Lord, Am I wrong or am I right?
Am I wrong for being right?
Or am I right for being wrong?
Do I hold the peace or speak up?
When I hold the peace, we get in a fight…
When I speak up, I hurt the ones I love…
So am I wrong or am I right?
Am I wrong for being right?
Or am I right for being wrong?
Lord, I’m tired.
This is, an unending cycle…
I feel alone when I’m not…
And I don’t when I am…
Alone in the woods or some overgrown trail on a mountain top.
I feel surrounded with your presents.
At peace, culm at ease alone.
Oh I miss it so much!
But at home or anywhere else
Surround by family and friends…
I feel alone…
As if I’m in a box,
that’s drowning in the dark abyss
Frozen… unable to move or talk.
So when I’m alone, I’m not.
And when I’m not, I am?
With questions on questions
That turn to the same question.
Lord, Am I wrong or am I right?
Am I lost?
I’m lost.
Where am I?
Wait I’m not.
Make it make sense…
Lord, I’m tired…
Jan 4, 2022
Jan 4, 2022 at 7:04 AM UTC
Sometimes there’s a long for silence. Not a word to be spoken. For the world around is way to load. The soul cries out for a dire need of peace before it’ll end up dazed numb and paralyzed. Take the lull moment it’s in arms reach. Embrace the night and hold it dear. Bow your head and bend your knees lift your hands and reveal what you feel. Even though GOD knows HE sees. HE wants to hear you declare it dear. HE wants that link with you. Take HIS hand HE will save you. But who am I, to tell you.. For deep down your soul already knew..
Dec 25, 2021
Dec 25, 2021 at 7:08 AM UTC
turning silence into wasted memories
You **** me everyday with your silence
through that green circle by your name-
a chance to know you more
with just a single tap,
a simple knock,
to turn silence into memories
still, i am content
with just the silence
never will i gather enough courage
to be weird and
bother you,
i guess i’m just
too hesitant to be spontaneous
Silence.
It’s the space between us
where nothing happens
Silence.
drowning too deep in my own doubts to clear my mind.
Silence.
saying it won’t matter anyway, anyhow it goes.
Silence.
confused and filled with what if’s and could’ve been’s.
Silence.
hard for me to swallow my pride.
Silence.
we never should’ve been friends.
Silence.
but i want to know you more.
Silence.
I divert my senses to something else.
Silence.
You’re active now it says.
Silence.
Nothing more than regret I can do,
I want this feeling to let me go,
want you to just-
Silence.
and off you go.
Jun 20, 2020
Jun 20, 2020 at 4:59 AM UTC
love flies on
right
through
your
heart window
where
love forgives you
and
love gives you
a second chance
to
ride along
Oct 31, 2018
Oct 31, 2018 at 6:04 AM UTC
Keep me safe.
Keep me unseen
from eyes that ask incessantly.
Keep me from questions
with answers that reveal too much.
Keep me dignified.
Keep me filled what little I have left.
*Keep me sane.
Keep me the same.
Keep me collected.*
Keep me close.
Keep me comforted in my sleep.
Keep me from harm.
From the monsters under my bed.
From the demons in my head.
Keep me safe...
Oct 31, 2018
Oct 31, 2018 at 6:02 AM UTC
I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.
Now read from bottom to top.
Oct 31, 2018
Oct 31, 2018 at 6:00 AM UTC