living from one breath to the next
in those forevers between
the ticking of the long hand
counts out our promises
Mar 5, 2017
Mar 5, 2017 at 7:49 PM UTC
do you see me?
it feels like you're looking at me too
i'd die for just a glance
from those diamond eyes
despite everything
my choice still
will always be you
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 8:31 PM UTC
grey
boring
ugly
i scuttle awkwardly
to get out of her way
so as not to sully the ground
that my goddess walks on
i hope
that her heart has hardened
so that she can finally
squash me under her heel
like i deserve
Feb 18, 2017
Feb 18, 2017 at 7:43 PM UTC
i think
your smile
is what makes you desirable
i think
its the way you duck your head
when you laugh
as though to hide
your joy
your shy euphoria
and it's the last thing
i would expect to find
freezing in this wasteland
to be warmed
by the quiet heat
of a stranger's happiness
Feb 18, 2017
Feb 18, 2017 at 7:40 PM UTC
i'm your tyler durden
i only come out
when you're asleep
because i love her
and she loves you
and no one loves me
the song of the universe, huh
Jan 23, 2017
Jan 23, 2017 at 5:21 PM UTC
Back then
the love
you always gave to me
knowing when my heart
was starving
and me
giving nothing back
the memory leaves
a sour taste
on my tongue
Jan 23, 2017
Jan 23, 2017 at 5:03 PM UTC
don't believe a word I say
promise me
confessions that come from my lips
are always wrong
I'm sorry
that I can't tell you the truth
about me
and about you
but most of all about us
I wish I knew how to say
the words
any words really
other than the crushing lies
that you believe
Jan 23, 2017
Jan 23, 2017 at 4:41 PM UTC
your words leave me as cold and as empty as the night sky
your love as distant and dark as a new moon
and my memories of you, scattered and sparkling like a million stars
pale imitations
of the bright
full moon you used to be
but isn't your light
that i so admire
just a reflection
of my own desire?
my own mirage?
my own purgatory
before the paradise?
will you ever be
that full moon again?
shining down so brightly
a smiling face
watching over me
but oh
i feel so lonely
just looking at you
Jan 23, 2017
Jan 23, 2017 at 4:30 PM UTC