You came with our own friends, but as soon as the door was shut we both knew what was about to happen.
It was no use trying to fight it.
So I gave in easily.
And for 45 minutes, you were mine and I was yours.
You felt more than my flesh.
So much more.
You cluched my being.
You will never be able to comprehend what you've done tonight for me.
You said no to more, but in doing so let me say it was fine.
You've allowed me to being to trust myself again.
That's somthing I can't remember being able to do.
Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 9:43 PM UTC
You give me
These songs like
Youve thought it
Over a millions
Times.
For just an
Hour I had
You.
But that was
All I needed.
You were there,
So it made
Everything perfect.
Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 9:36 PM UTC
I need you so much morethan I need oxygen. And tonight I had you all for myself if just for an hour. And it was perfect.
Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 9:32 PM UTC
I put the blade down
Once again
The gleam of silver shining
Obstructing my view
Imagining metallic
Deep in my skin
I pick it up,
Put it down,
Pick it up again
Recovery
Or
Relapse
I choose the latter
REVERSE
I choose the latter
Relapse
Or
Recovery
Pick it up again
Put it down
I pick it up
Deep in my skin
Imagining metallic
Obstructing my view
The gleam of silver shining
Once again
I put the blade down
Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 10:08 PM UTC
Even after I break and trash every ******* blade, I always find myself running to get more.
Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 5:54 PM UTC
Sorry doesn't cut it.
You put me threw 8 years of hell.
I lived with you in a cesspool of hatred and now you say it wasn't right
For you to degrade me and grind down my self-confidence to the point Where I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror?
No.
You taught me I couldn't even believe my own father loved me.
How am I supposed to believe that you will even remember my name After I move out, which will be as soon as possible, if you couldn't Even prove that you cared for me as a father.
So don't you dare say you're sorry.
Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 9:03 PM UTC
my heart still beats faster when you wear your hair down
and even when you wear your hair up
and even when you look like you'd rather not wear your hair at all
I still think you're one of the most lovely humans alive
Apr 4, 2014
Apr 4, 2014 at 3:48 PM UTC
a couple days ago
i tried to **** myself
by ingesting a handful of
different pretty pills
in the hopes
they'd make me
a pretty corpse
i thought maybe
they'd plant roots
in my stomach
and grow flowers
out of my eye sockets
but then i realized
those pretty pills
would ****
not only me
but the ones who already
saw flowers growing
in the darkest parts
of me
Apr 2, 2014
Apr 2, 2014 at 8:17 PM UTC
Im sick of drowning out everything on my pages and blotting out everything in my mind and leaving ink stains on my finger tips because I can not come to force myself not to be with you.
Im tired of writinglove poems and verses.
Thats not what I've beenfor.
Im one for deep thought provoking sentences that rip at your own exsitance until you begin to comprehend its ice bruge meaning.
I don't want to be this way about you.
I dont want you to be in my dreams.
Because my dreams have a funny way of turning into nightmares at the happiest moment.
Mar 31, 2014
Mar 31, 2014 at 4:05 PM UTC
I've fallen for you so many times I've lost count.
Everytime you call me girlie.
Everytime you brush my pinky because you want me to fill the empty space between your fingers.
When you call me an idoit for being overly romantic.
When you ask to see my wrist to ensure that there are no fresh wounds.
When you talk about how your perfect futrue would include me.
When you tilt your head and show that toothy grin I love so much.
I fall for you again.
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 6:10 PM UTC