aniahs-machell - Hello Poetry

i want to be reincarnated as a sunflower but a happy sunflower one that just exists and thrives something that has felt so hard for me i want to be reincarnated as a sunflower

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May 9, 2020

May 9, 2020 at 12:43 AM UTC

aniahs-machell

Sunflower

i want to be reincarnated as a sunflower but a happy sunflower one that just exists and thrives something that has felt so hard for me i want to be reincarnated as a sunflower

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i always thought youd come back to me but it was me, who came back to you i came back into your life and the roles had reversed you were no longer who i wanted, and all you wanted was me i told you no, i wasnt playing your games this time i ghosted you this time everything had changed

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Sep 14, 2019

Sep 14, 2019 at 2:12 AM UTC

aniahs-machell

coming back

i always thought youd come back to me but it was me, who came back to you i came back into your life and the roles had reversed you were no longer who i wanted, and all you wanted was me i told you no, i wasnt playing your games this time i ghosted you this time everything had changed

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i want things to be normal, but they never will be. and i just want to cry, i wish you never kissed me. i wish you would have never pretended to like me, or care for me because i could see on your face today that you clearly never did. i just wish you never would have tried to. it hurts so bad that i am starting to wish i had listened to the people telling me not to talk to you, two years ago. i wish i could go back in time and undo it all and i am sure you do too..

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Sep 14, 2019

Sep 14, 2019 at 12:12 AM UTC

aniahs-machell

undo it all

i want things to be normal, but they never will be. and i just want to cry, i wish you never kissed me. i wish you would have never pretended to like me, or care for me because i could see on your face today that you clearly never did. i just wish you never would have tried to. it hurts so bad that i am starting to wish i had listened to the people telling me not to talk to you, two years ago. i wish i could go back in time and undo it all and i am sure you do too..

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You are so secure, and you take Advantage of that security, making me Even more insecure. You aren't scared that Maybe I’lll realize how well off I Could be without you… because you Know how utterly and entirely I have fallen For your stupid smile and your pretty eyes You pretend, but don't feel it And I could easily just leave, making it easier on myself But I won’t Because I ******* love you

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Sep 13, 2019

Sep 13, 2019 at 11:55 PM UTC

aniahs-machell

secure

You are so secure, and you take Advantage of that security, making me Even more insecure. You aren't scared that Maybe I’lll realize how well off I Could be without you… because you Know how utterly and entirely I have fallen For your stupid smile and your pretty eyes You pretend, but don't feel it And I could easily just leave, making it easier on myself But I won’t Because I ******* love you

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Sometimes i wish.. "Wish what?" I wish that I was interesting enough to make you stay. Make you want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to you. I just wish I could make you care about me like I care about you. I just wish I was ******* enough. -i wrote this a month before you declared your independence

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Sep 13, 2019

Sep 13, 2019 at 11:51 PM UTC

aniahs-machell

independence

Sometimes i wish.. "Wish what?" I wish that I was interesting enough to make you stay. Make you want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to you. I just wish I could make you care about me like I care about you. I just wish I was ******* enough. -i wrote this a month before you declared your independence

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I say I don't like you Try to convince myself the feelings are gone Pretend to be okay with all of this Then I watch you run Your fingers through your hair And my heart drops

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Sep 13, 2019

Sep 13, 2019 at 11:48 PM UTC

aniahs-machell

lies i tell myself

I say I don't like you Try to convince myself the feelings are gone Pretend to be okay with all of this Then I watch you run Your fingers through your hair And my heart drops

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And when the late night phone calls Stopped I knew it was over Long before The words came out of your mouth

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Sep 13, 2019

Sep 13, 2019 at 11:45 PM UTC

aniahs-machell

over

And when the late night phone calls Stopped I knew it was over Long before The words came out of your mouth

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I've been thinking through every aspect of us Thinking of everything I could have done differently Every kiss, every hug, every touch I should've done it more? Maybe less? Should I have told you I loved you more? Less? You say it is not my fault but I can not help but wonder Is there something I could have done? Something to make you stay?

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Sep 13, 2019

Sep 13, 2019 at 11:44 PM UTC

aniahs-machell

overthinking

I've been thinking through every aspect of us Thinking of everything I could have done differently Every kiss, every hug, every touch I should've done it more? Maybe less? Should I have told you I loved you more? Less? You say it is not my fault but I can not help but wonder Is there something I could have done? Something to make you stay?

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"I'm really good at reading people" Oh yeah? Can you tell when people fake smile? "Yeah its all about the eyes" -i guess you never looked at mine

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Sep 13, 2019

Sep 13, 2019 at 11:42 PM UTC