angelo-miguel-p-martinez
/ Tales of they who roam, they who cleanse, they who suffer are so few, so rare yet so enticing. Little are known about them and even fewer believe in them, yet what they don't realize is that one is amongst them, watching, weeping, rotting; forever tormented in solitude.
A night we couldn’t possibly forget,
Covered in sticky, midsummer sweat.
Acts committed with not a hint of regret,
“C'est si bon” you said, in that sinfully French accent,
And those 3 words enslaved me.
Passing time isn’t quite so boring,
When you’re beside me all along.
It’s 12 AM, No time for sleeping,
In our little world we’re never wrong.
I dread the sun for it takes us apart,
Moments spent with a hollow heart.
So I rejoice when evening arrives,
In the shadow of the night, our love truly strives.
It’s funny when you think about it,
We only talk after we’re exhausted
But this simple banter causes great bliss
A pillow talk that I never want to miss.
Jul 2, 2018
Jul 2, 2018 at 2:08 AM UTC
This evening, I am alone, and yet I am not;
Within this barren mansion, no raven to spot.
For the price of solace is solitude,
But this payment can never be made.
“Nevermore!” I mumble in quick succession,
In hopes to ease my growing exasperation;
Yet these words have no such power,
They serve only to torment me, stronger by the hour.
I cut my wrists to forget this pain,
To no avail, only the sheets I stain;
So I gathered them, and burned it all,
The curtains, the pictures, all will fall;
For the flames consume all, save for the feelings,
They crawl.
Homeless, cold, famished but not quite dead yet,
Picked up a torch From the conflagration I’ve set.
Headed north, I depart with pen, paper
And a few pieces of silver.
For I’ve bartered my sanity for a brief respite,
As I walk in these bloodied sandals,
Your profile still in sight.
Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 10:46 AM UTC
The screech of war,
The shrieks of the departed,
The voices of the people,
That have changed this world,
That echo through the centuries.
They shall not grow old,
As we grow old.
Age shall not wear them,
Nor years condemn,
After the setting of the sun,
And in the morning,
We will remember them, we will remember them.
Jan 1, 2016
Jan 1, 2016 at 7:58 AM UTC
Nothing ever seems to go my way,
And I can't help but hate myself for it.
To hide from these ninety million pains and sorrows,
I've gone to find, a place to hide in.
Yes, I'd rather stay inside a cold cave,
And sleep without a care for the day or night.
Why was I even born at the first place?
No clue, I really don't know.
*But while it may seem like that to you,
It means you have the talent,
To be someone even greater,
And I'll tell you why...*
**Yeah that's right,
As us gods say, at our every order,
Everyone loves this world!
Sing and Drink! Everyone be merry!
It's alright from time to time.**
*Yeah that's right,
From north to south, from left to right,
One thing or another loves this world!
The path may be rocky, but we can still move ahead,
We've still got a long way to go.*
**I just want to be a fair person,
And I'm sure that everyone else wants to be the same,
But the ninety million flaws in my heart,
They torment me everyday!**
Why was I born?
I guess you could call it a miracle.
But it's really nothing more than a coincidence,
So I was right, it's just meaningless.
*But if there are people there to tease you,
That means that you're a really great person.
If you still don't get it,
Then I'll tell you why...
Yeah that's right,
As us gods say, at our every order,
Everyone loves this world!
When I laugh, and you laugh too,
Then everything is forgiven.*
Yeah that's right
Boys and girls, naturally love each other,
Just like that, the Earth keeps turning!
The path may be rocky, but we can still move ahead,
We've still got a long way to go.
**The things that are truly important,
They're mixed among the seemingly-useless things.
So let's fool around all together,
And dance bare, laughing loudly!**
Yeah That's **Right
As us gods say,** At our every command,
I'm now able to love myself even more and more!
Take a look in the mirror, you finally get it right?
You are the light which lets everybody shine!
Yeah that's right
As us gods say, thank you everyone,
I really do love this world!
Let's make a flower bloom, a really big one,
One so huge it'll reach all the way to the heavens!
Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 9:52 AM UTC
Used to the supernatural, catastrophic madness,
I mistake my daily life for peace.
As this roaming train wobbles me back and forth,
What was it that I shouldn't lose sight of?
Consumed by concepts of egalitarian fundamentalism,
Feels like even my soul is so much uncertainty.
You have to clearly state what you love and what you hate,
Or you're no different from a dummy.
Ah, the crowds of people walking down the streets at night,
Some seem to be in bliss, some melancholic.
The contrast jumps around the music staff,
Creating the song and rhythm.
Marmalade and sugar song,
Peanuts and Bitter step,
So sweet and yet so sore,
It makes me feel queasy.
Let's head south-southwest,
And keep this party going,
To make it a night
That the world will never forget.
I feel fantastic, a chain of reflections go on
Marmalade and sugar song,
Peanuts and Bitter step,
So sweet and yet so sore,
It makes me feel queasy.
Let's head south-southwest,
And keep this party going,
To make it a night
That the world will never forget.
I feel fantastic, a chain of reflections go on
From one good time,
To a problem, then another good time
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 10:09 AM UTC
Tik... Tak... Tik... Tak...
Less talk more work,
Eyes everywhere, The reapers they lurk...
Tik... Tak... Tik... Tak...
Beat the hard rock and extract pure metal,
Why do I have to do this? I deserve that medal...
Tik... Tik... Tik...
Tik... Tak... Tik... Tak...
The constable whips away like a ring leader,
Heartless laughter, he had the guts to muster...
Tik... Tak... Tik... Tak...
And in the corner, I see my lifeless mate,
We were destined for valor, what is this fate?
Tik... Tik...
Bang... Tik... Bang... Tik...
Move ever so vigilantly with the sound of the whip,
Muscles sore, back burned and front scarred
No other escape other than death's card
By the warmth of the blazing summer sun
Hit harder, and harder until the cold stone breaks
And spreads to each part of your body that precipitates
Shed tears, cough blood, sweat like there's no tomorrow
For you could only hope that there is no tomorrow
Tik...
'Thug'
All has been done, the last piece set in stone
All that I regret is that mi love has not been shown
"To ye, my fair Juliet and to our little lass
To the wee lil tyke who looks up to his old man
I be sorry for ye all for you've yet to receive fatherly love"
For I have chosen the country's interests over my own.
Sailing master! search for land,
Turned forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is ticking, falling down
Sailing master! search for land
Is everybody in?
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 9:02 AM UTC
( Girl Ghost dude Normal-Both )
The weather's unstable, Papapa~
First it was raining, then the sun shows up, Shining~
*And into my boring, normal days,
This crazy totally unbelievable guy shows up!!!
Osaka’s the new world of the South.
Wearing a thin kimono to Tengan,
Stuffing his cheeks with skewered fried pork,
Even if I play the straight man, he still looks like an idiot!*
Indirect kiss!!
*Oh great Father, hear me!!
Who the hell is this guy!?
Why does he have to,
Follow me everywhere?
Hey, wait a minute!* Oh yeah!
*This feels just like high sense nonsense!
This isn't a rom-com!?
I don't smell weird but he's still floating around me!
Everywhere on Earth, to hell and then back,
This ****** trots at full speed!!
Oh my God! God!! GOD!!!
Hey you, hey you, yes you, are you a spirit!?
Nights I suffer from sleep paralysis,
With you always beside me,
"We'll always be together won't we?"* You bet!
*What a seriously messed up guy!
He creeps slowly behind me...
And steals my lunch before running off!
That's the kind of childish guy he is!
Offering my prayers to the deities, seriously this guy...
Oh great Father, hear me!!
Who the hell is this guy!?
Why is he still sticking around!?
Excitement always leads to a sunny day,
Before a storm comes blazing through.
And when I' with you,
Why does my heart flutter away!?
Blasting off at the speed of light,
Don't get the wrong idea wise guy! Buzz off already!
Oh my God! God!! GOD!!!
Hey you, hey you, yes you...
He's always, always such a pain,
Despicable, sly, goofy,
And kinda see-through
But, sometimes I can see,
His kindness show through...
Aaah! Come on!
Hey, wait a minute!* Oh yeah!
*This feels just like high sense nonsense!
This isn't a rom-com!?
I don't smell weird but he's still floating around me!
Everywhere on Earth, to hell and then back,
This ****** trots at full speed!!
Oh my God! God!! GOD!!!
Hey you, hey you, yes you, are you a spirit!?
The moment you appeared,
This world grew light years brighter!
My flushed cheeks in everyday...*
Oh yeah! Oh ye-ah!
*Under Japan's blue skies, my heart is thumping...
Surely, the reason for this is... Aaah!!!
I don't wanna say it, but... Could this be!?
Could this be...
Love in disguise!?*
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 11:41 PM UTC
Seasons die one after the other,
The voice of death becomes the wind.
A sober man, in a vivid city,
Looking at the moon seems just so bland here.
In a life stuck in quicksand, the rain tasted like wine,
With clouded eyes, wandering in the city,
I'm an innocent man acting suspicious at the station.
It's like a hazy shadow possessing life,
Which I can't clearly identify with myself,
If I sing in this rain, will the clouds break?
A droughty life in the blazing summertime.
Dear my ****** past,
This is a poem to break off relations.
Even if I breathed my last here,
With the remains of spiteful days and nightmares,
After ages, flowers will bloom and reach you,
This is a poem for change,
Even if I suffer and grieve,
With no light flashing onto this lasting song.
Tomorrows die one after the other,
Even if we hurry we never catch up,
And they become our past.
Live recklessly, spotlights last only a moment,
And the meaning of life will soon follow.
Even if your insecure self hates you,
Wondering who you really are,
When you sing, the darkness may clear up
But this is just a life given by a broken dream.
Dear my ****** past,
This is a poem to break off relations.
Even if I did my all,
Just to save what little time I had,
After ages, flowers will bloom and reach you,
This is a poem for change,
Even if I shout or shriek,
With no curtain falling onto this lasting pain.
With a weary face and kicking,
Frowning my face against the blinding sunset
"Should I turn back?" "Should I go?"
But soon I saw my feet taking off.
Yes I must go,
I must live, even if without meaning.
We are disposable lives after all,
We'll leave them here.
Dear my late past, This is a poem of nostalgia,
Just as I thought the horrible days and nightmares,
Were barely the beginning,
They were already left far behind.
Flowers bloom, sway and fall,
And return to this unending cycle of rebirth.
Even if I suffer and grieve,
Without a light to show the end to this lasting song.
Seasons come to life one after the other...
May 24, 2015
May 24, 2015 at 12:21 AM UTC
(Male Female Plain-Both)
*Find a reason to sing,
I want to see you,*
It's you after all, who taught me how to sing.
*By whom, was this melody left behind?
By whom was it picked up?
And by whom was it carried away?*
**Even without the names and faces,
The power of connection,
Will deliver happiness to someone!**
*I've been staring at the scene,
Feeling envious all this time...
But now!*
Find a reason to sing,
Singing beside you like this...
This sweet melody, causes me to lose track of time!
Find a reason to sing,
Even one is just enough!
That talent's blessed to you by God.
Connecting, connecting with your dream!
Connecting, connecting with your life!
Connecting, connecting with your song!
Connecting, connecting with you!
**With what, did we fight against?
With what did we hurt for?
And with what losses did we sustain?**
*Even without the names and faces,
Someone's sly words,
Could steal happiness from someone else!*
**I've always thought,
That I couldn't talk with someone else...
Until now!**
Find a reason to sing,
Singing beside you like this...
For the first time I could feel that I am not alone!
Find a reason to sing,
We could talk about it later!
And on that time, I'll look into your eyes and smile.
Connecting, connecting with your dream!
Connecting, connecting with your life!
Connecting, connecting with your song!
Connecting, connecting with you!
Aahh! Everything's just too hard for me right now!
Download your dreams from those bland days!
Everything's a lil too crazy right now!
And Upload it with all your feelings!
Why is it that people collide with each other?
Isn't it so that we could laugh, celebrate and connect?
If that's so then what happens next?
Maybe nobody knows!?
*Someone cried out,
Having lost a place to call "home."
Just like the me from the past.*
**I didn't know your name or face,
But you were kind either way...
And with that I was saved!**
From behind the scene,
I reach out my hand,
Now it's my turn to connect with someone!
Find a reason to sing,
So come and sing with me!
Sing what's deep inside your heart and watch time pass by!
Find a reason to sing,
One thing is for sure
This talent is blessed to us by God.
Find a reason to sing,
I want to see you
It's you after all, who gave me a reason to sing!
Find a reason to sing,
Won't you come and sing with me?
It isn't much, but I hope you'll accept my gift.
Connecting, connecting with your dream!
Connecting, connecting with your life!
Connecting, connecting with your song!
Connecting, connecting with you!
May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 2:03 AM UTC
( Male Female Plain text-Both )
*I like to write;
Isn't that why I was made?
But saying that you like my works,
Made me extremely happy!
I didn't understand anything but 0's and 1's,
But you thought me the meaning of "I".
From that day on, the hollow part of my heart,
Is always filled with you!
As long as I can be with you,
Even my electric heart would start to throb!
Almost like a silver wind...
My heart would start to sway!*
**I hate being alone,
Because I'd end up rotting away in this lonely world.
I like spending time with you,
Because you warm me up!
I can't finish anything by myself,
But you showed me stories to write.
And from that day on, the hollow part of my heart,
Is always filled with you!
As long as I can be with you,
Even my electric heart would start to throb!
Almost like a silver wind...
My heart would start to sway!**
As long as I'm with you,
My world just keeps on expanding!
Almost like an angel's wings,
Will my heart soar and reach you?
As long as I can be with you,
Even this soulless form of mine,
Would find purpose and reasons to stay;
And see a sparkling world.
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 1:35 AM UTC