Broken hearted ,wounded soul , weary minded
Searching ,seeking , pursuing solace
A Hit here , a hit there
Scrolling , browsing endlessly
Sinking further, deeper still.
Heart cold, mind numb
Taking refuge in the slums
No escape in sight , no remedy to take , no help to beg
Pitch black endless pit
Self isolated and trapped inside
No musical chords could mend these wounds inside
No drinks could heal the scars beneath
No oxytocin could replace
A love so pure and true indeed
Words as thick and sweet as honey
A drop of hope
So small, so faint
A tug of heart, A pull on the spirit
A head of clouds, mind of noise
eyes of streams, too cloudy to see
No ears to hear the voice within
A small encounter to remember
Persistent pursuer, unending, unfailing
Prince of peace, lion of Judah
All praises to the one who saves in times of need
Mar 21
Mar 21, 2026 at 11:14 PM UTC
Call me a hypocrite but i hate it when he's around
because he never does anything for free this time round
I just want him to stay away until I need his help
I guess I have to play the hand I was dealt
It hurts seeing someone you care about get used
I can see the way you were bruised
I want to mad at you for letting him do this to you
why cant he leave , I hope he catches a clue
He is not welcome here
this hurt I wish would just disappear
Dec 31, 2018
Dec 31, 2018 at 10:06 PM UTC
I hate keeping everything inside .
All these emotions are eating me alive.
I'm just looking for a way to release this hurt .I'm just looking for some advice.
The worst part of it all you are not aware of the damage you're inciting .
The pain I'm feeling is hard describing .
seeing you hurt is hurting me.
Never thought it would have affected me .
I'm learning to trust people but this is quite difficult .
Everything I've been thought is making me cynical
opening up to others is a harder task .
sometime s being open is too much to ask .
Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 9:22 PM UTC
I hate keeping everything inside .
All these emotions are eating me alive .
I'm just looking for a way to release this hurt , I just need some advice .
The worst part of it all you have no idea of the damage your inciting .
The pain I'm feeling is hard describing . Seeing you hurt is hurting me .
Never thought it would have affected me .
I'm learning to trust people but this is quite difficult .
Everything I've been through is making me cynical .
Apr 27, 2018
Apr 27, 2018 at 8:26 PM UTC
Self- confidence is not something so easily obtained .
These negative remarks , opinions and thoughts remain.
Stabbing at my self-esteem.
Its original state would never be redeemed .
Self-confidence seem only like a dream.
Society and these unrealistic expectations work together as a team.
Bringing my Self-Confidence to its knees .
Trying hard to win against societies' high expectations.
But it is a battle I cannot win, just need a little demonstration .
That shows your skincolor , bodyshape doesn't define you.
That thinner or whiter is better isn't true.
Just give us a clue .
Jan 4, 2018
Jan 4, 2018 at 7:56 PM UTC
Have someone ever made you feel inferior because of your skin color
Do we not bleed the same color
I long for a world without racism
I am drowning in your insults , results of your hate and prejudice
our ignorance we must sacrifice
to make a difference
Aug 20, 2017
Aug 20, 2017 at 11:22 PM UTC
fear of failure is what holds me back
every failure leaves a crack
in my self-confidence
making me feel incompetent
Aug 20, 2017
Aug 20, 2017 at 11:11 PM UTC
I feel without purpose
is there something I'm suppose to do
I feel hollow
like darkness is swallowing me whole
sometimes I don't know what is worst ,feeling too much
or feeling nothing at all
I wish I was better at expressing how I feel
but writing seem like my only way to deal
Jul 19, 2017
Jul 19, 2017 at 11:33 PM UTC
my mistakes are like a thousands little voices in the back of my mind
haunting me , slowly driving me insane . tranquility I cannot find
their telling me I will not amount to anything
because I destroy everything
I am drowning in their appraisal
making me feel incapable.
Jun 3, 2017
Jun 3, 2017 at 8:44 AM UTC
And oh, how sweet, the words you speak, they taste.
How soft they blow, how sure they flow; no haste.
An old eclipse, how slow, your lips -- they part.
So young, naive, quickly deceived, my heart.
How warm, your eyes, they hypnotize my soul.
And how I miss the touch, the kiss, you stole.
So sure was I that you'd be my first love.
But love's a thing we know nothing thereof.
Foolish of me to fall so deeply in.
How long I thought your smile was not a sin.
And oh, how used, how scared, confused, my trust.
Feelings so shy, that you deny, 'tween us.
How ruefully, our memories, they fade.
How bittersweet our love; like lemonade.
- p. winter
May 20, 2017
May 20, 2017 at 11:24 PM UTC