angela-moreno - Hello Poetry

I loved him more than was allowed More than whatever was acceptable. And though I tried to suppress it, I had no shame in this love. Should I ever feel guilty For learning how to love so genuinely? So selflessly? Few times had I done it before. I do believe I loved you. I do believe I did.

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Aug 26, 2022

Aug 26, 2022 at 3:50 AM UTC

No Difference Now

I loved him more than was allowed More than whatever was acceptable. And though I tried to suppress it, I had no shame in this love. Should I ever feel guilty For learning how to love so genuinely? So selflessly? Few times had I done it before. I do believe I loved you. I do believe I did.

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My greatest fear Is that you will find your own In my love for you. That I could some way, some how Love you too much, That you no longer know How to receive it. And then what shall become of me? For what else do I know, Than to love you? I love you. I love you.

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Feb 24, 2019

Feb 24, 2019 at 12:21 AM UTC

Jon (XIII)

My greatest fear Is that you will find your own In my love for you. That I could some way, some how Love you too much, That you no longer know How to receive it. And then what shall become of me? For what else do I know, Than to love you? I love you. I love you.

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I despise you and my love for you, For a love like this can not be true. Infatuated by you, As I should no longer be, Yet I would die for you, You just as my friend. I resent you and everything that you are, Every kiss I want to place on each of your scars, The things that I hate, Have me dreaming at night, And it is only you I will have at life's end. I refuse to believe our love could be real, Everything I know, everything I feel, Could it all be true? Or is it just a game? I love you, my darling, I can not pretend. I can not find a thing that keeps you in my heart, But I know that nothing could ever keep us apart. I love you, like heaven, Like what I could not see, You are my world, Until our bones descend.

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Oct 10, 2017

Oct 10, 2017 at 1:28 AM UTC

Jon (XII)

I despise you and my love for you, For a love like this can not be true. Infatuated by you, As I should no longer be, Yet I would die for you, You just as my friend. I resent you and everything that you are, Every kiss I want to place on each of your scars, The things that I hate, Have me dreaming at night, And it is only you I will have at life's end. I refuse to believe our love could be real, Everything I know, everything I feel, Could it all be true? Or is it just a game? I love you, my darling, I can not pretend. I can not find a thing that keeps you in my heart, But I know that nothing could ever keep us apart. I love you, like heaven, Like what I could not see, You are my world, Until our bones descend.

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Fall into these arms, My darling. Rest your head on my chest. Never mind the words you spoke That hurt me so, I am aware of only your pain. Under my breath I repeat the prayer For God to take it from you And lay it on my shoulders, To allow you silence of mind For just a few moments. Close your eyes now, My sweetest. There is no one left. Just you and I In a night of still darkness. Fall asleep now On my breast And be still, Be still, As I breathe you in And you breath in I, In a long-waited quiet calm, With nothing but two hearts beating, And one broken soul.

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May 21, 2017

May 21, 2017 at 2:59 AM UTC

Jon (XI)

Fall into these arms, My darling. Rest your head on my chest. Never mind the words you spoke That hurt me so, I am aware of only your pain. Under my breath I repeat the prayer For God to take it from you And lay it on my shoulders, To allow you silence of mind For just a few moments. Close your eyes now, My sweetest. There is no one left. Just you and I In a night of still darkness. Fall asleep now On my breast And be still, Be still, As I breathe you in And you breath in I, In a long-waited quiet calm, With nothing but two hearts beating, And one broken soul.

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Was loving you Intended to be The thing To make me happy? Or was it only A reassurance That I Was still able To feel?

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May 17, 2017

May 17, 2017 at 11:22 PM UTC

Jon (X)

Was loving you Intended to be The thing To make me happy? Or was it only A reassurance That I Was still able To feel?

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I waited in agony For years to be yours. I waited in pain For the day I could love you Without loving from a distance. But no one told me That loving you Would hurt just as badly As when I could not.

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May 12, 2017

May 12, 2017 at 12:30 PM UTC

Jon (IX)

I waited in agony For years to be yours. I waited in pain For the day I could love you Without loving from a distance. But no one told me That loving you Would hurt just as badly As when I could not.

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You hurt me More than you realize, And I love you More than you will ever know.

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May 11, 2017

May 11, 2017 at 10:53 PM UTC

Jon (VIII)

You hurt me More than you realize, And I love you More than you will ever know.

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I love you. With all of my being I love you. To take a bullet for you, I would not hesitate. My only request would be To please aim for the brain And not the heart, So that my heart remains in tact To continue loving you For as long as the sky stretches And as deeply as the ocean rests.

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May 8, 2017

May 8, 2017 at 6:07 PM UTC

Jon (VII)

I love you. With all of my being I love you. To take a bullet for you, I would not hesitate. My only request would be To please aim for the brain And not the heart, So that my heart remains in tact To continue loving you For as long as the sky stretches And as deeply as the ocean rests.

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I love the way the sun rises And peaks through my curtains, Casting sharp figures of light on my ceiling, For it reminds me Of the flecks of white That fill the gaps of blue In your eyes. The sun pouring through my window Guarantees that you are the first thought To cross my mind In the early morning. It promises that every day Before I even rise, I have thought of you And your mirroring freckles On either side of your face Right above your lips, And of the chip on your tooth That reveals itself each time you laugh Making me thankful That I have found the one I want to share my life with And the one I want to fall asleep to Every night.

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Mar 16, 2017

Mar 16, 2017 at 3:54 PM UTC

Jon (VI)

I love the way the sun rises And peaks through my curtains, Casting sharp figures of light on my ceiling, For it reminds me Of the flecks of white That fill the gaps of blue In your eyes. The sun pouring through my window Guarantees that you are the first thought To cross my mind In the early morning. It promises that every day Before I even rise, I have thought of you And your mirroring freckles On either side of your face Right above your lips, And of the chip on your tooth That reveals itself each time you laugh Making me thankful That I have found the one I want to share my life with And the one I want to fall asleep to Every night.

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Leave me. Please leave me. Because I could never leave you. But I know That as long as we are together I will only ever keep hurting you. I love you. Jon, I love you so much. I wake up, and I think of you Before I even think about breathing. I would die for you Without hesitation. I really do mean that. But every day I wake up And I resent myself more and more For the many ways That I have hurt you. Hurting you Was the very last thing I ever intended to do. I would die before I ever intended to hurt you. And yet I have done it. And continue to do it. I don't deserve you. I can't even pretend to deserve you. Please. Please leave me Before I ever hurt you again. Oh my sweetest, I have never loved anyone The way I love you.

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Mar 5, 2017

Mar 5, 2017 at 8:25 PM UTC

Jon (V)

Leave me. Please leave me. Because I could never leave you. But I know That as long as we are together I will only ever keep hurting you. I love you. Jon, I love you so much. I wake up, and I think of you Before I even think about breathing. I would die for you Without hesitation. I really do mean that. But every day I wake up And I resent myself more and more For the many ways That I have hurt you. Hurting you Was the very last thing I ever intended to do. I would die before I ever intended to hurt you. And yet I have done it. And continue to do it. I don't deserve you. I can't even pretend to deserve you. Please. Please leave me Before I ever hurt you again. Oh my sweetest, I have never loved anyone The way I love you.

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