As you begin to develop into your own
IT will never leave you alone
The constant darkness the elopes unto you
You keep telling IT "We are through"
You try to get better with IT
Lean to deal with IT
IT will never leave you alone
Not until IT finds a better home
I'm not telling you it will be easy
But one day IT will be gone
I'm telling you this a one who deals with IT
The constant bad thoughts
You're crying out for help
so you think
People try to understand
IT is a burden to talk
I'm tired of IT
**** off IT
Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 11:31 AM UTC
One last fallout
before the separation
I needed you to show me
Just a hint of desperation
But the anger swelled inside you
not allowing you to see
that no matter what happens
You chose to never again love me
I wanted to shake your shoulders
or give you one more kiss
I wanted not to cry about
it being you I miss
I know now that it's over
I guess it always was
Just part me still loves you
part of me just does.
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 10:47 PM UTC
I wish I could say I love you
I'm sorry cause I don't
I'm broken cause I want to
I'm crying cause I won't
I've been hurt so badly
Been told one too many lies
My heart trampled by some losers
Who wore such a phony disguise
He knows I want to care for him
He knows my hearts been worn
I love just him oh so dearly
But still my pending emotions; torn
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 10:46 PM UTC
Hey let's get drunk !
Forget our past
Don't think about our future
Let the good times roll
Our blurry eyes
Our stumbling to the bathroom
Let's get drunk
Lets forget about the ones
We trusted
We loved
We forgave
Let's get drunk
we can forget our horrid pasts
and for once, we'll be laughing
No crying
Let's live this night
And tomorrow we won't remember a thing
Cheers!
Sep 5, 2014
Sep 5, 2014 at 11:17 AM UTC
I hate you to the point of no return
I hate that you can watch me cry
I hate that you don't listen
when i speak
I hate you so much man
I hate that you hurt me
I hate you for trying to love a monster
I hate you for trying to understand
I hate you for loving me
Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 9:12 PM UTC
Love is a battle, a battle for each other's attention
Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 9:05 PM UTC
You don’t need to try so hard.
You can wear the clothes you want.
Do whatever you please,
Express yourself the way you know how.
You can wear those heels
Just because you love them.
Your true friends will accept you
And all your little quirks.
It’s time to let it go,
Let go of all your fears of judgement.
Stop caring what people think of you,
It’s none of your business anyways.
You are who are for a reason.
You’re crazy, eclectic,
A miss independent and a little rebellious.
You like to defy the norms of society
So why aren’t you doing it?
Let go of all those rules and make your own.
You’ve always stood for the outcasts,
Paving your own path,
Cutting the trees blocking your way.
Why care now about fitting in
When you’re a shining gem?
You were born to lead, to conquer.
This is your destiny, you’ve always worn
Your individuality just like a badge.
Don’t become submissive,
Stop looking for approval,
You won’t find it anywhere
But inside of yourself.
It’s the self-acceptance that comes first,
There’s no better friend than you.
Go on, look in the mirror.
Remember, you better like who you are,
That is the person you’ll be stuck with
For the rest of your life.
Enjoy all the strangeness,
All the weird parts of your personality.
There’s no refunds, no exchanges.
You are who you are and that
Is perfection; no matter what anyone says.
Accept who you are now,
Accept all the growth to come.
You can accomplish even your
Wildest dreams, those shooting stars.
It’s time to just be,
Time to stop leaning on societies
Ideals and march on out
With head held up high.
Self acceptance is all you need.
Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 8:55 PM UTC
I have been crying too long
my eyes are burning
my heart is crying out for you
I walk away
you punch something
I come to you
I love you
Maybe I love you too much
Maybe that'll hurt us
Baby please don't let this hurt us
I try to pretend like i don't care
Like it doesn't bother me
I want you
Just you
Not your friends
Is that so hard to understand?
Love is too complicated
Calling it quits would break me
I love you but maybe we need a break...
Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 8:55 PM UTC
I'd give up my left arm to always be right beside her. My right arm for her to know she's what I have left and both arms to be able to hug her when's she away. I just don't think I have enough to give to get the courage to tell her when she's here.
Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 7:08 PM UTC
Fingers like pieces
Puzzled together,
Like they were made
For the other's hands
Clasped together
Each not strong
Enough to hold
Themselves
Together,
They are
Side by side
Left close to right
Next to the other
Partner, partners
With, us, we, ours
Her wing stretches
Fifteen, maybe twenty
Feet, to either side
Again, by side
One wing each
Clouds sweep by
A jet, below, so slow
They grace, diving
Like a raptor
Then their wings
Switchblade
Out, zipping
Pulling, ripping
Them headlong
Out from the ground
Like a flower up, up, up
To the sun, to the sky
Back to the clouds
They were born
To explore
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 11:32 PM UTC