there is a sense of hope
i can feel it truly
don’t know where it comes from
hold on, it’s holy
nothing compares
to the lightness of being
just one little firefly
is enough for
escapes to be seen
i need to preserve it
so precious and perfect
protect it from ember
and scream: i deserve this!
Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 3:53 PM UTC
what i’m longing for
is the opposite
of what i have now
a bustling house
with life, smiles & frowns
cats lurking in corners
and soups on the stove
warmth in the air
and hearts full of hope
Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 3:49 PM UTC
we walked to the market
and debated tomatoes
had time on our hands
met grandmas like angels
shared a slice of margarita
on the bench back to the site
can’t find the right words now
but girl that felt right
maybe this trip
mile after mile
will stand as the last
one of our highs
Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 3:40 PM UTC
there is a cupboard in your mothers house
filled with the softest towels one could imagine.
you always said: just pick one!
then i would stand for a little while in front of it
trying to figure out which one would make me feel like home the most.
i loved that.
i'll miss that.
Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 3:39 PM UTC
i fell in love
with the thought of yo
stopped fighting for my girl
cause i thought of yo
i guess i was crazy
for doing so
prove me wrong please
Oct 5, 2019
Oct 5, 2019 at 7:52 PM UTC
thought this was everything
turns out i wasted much time
been stuck in a rut for a while now
wondering if i’ll ever get back & be fine
longing for clarity when all there is haze
like a blind man turning corners in his mind of a maze
there will be tears there have been plenty
yet the pool of darkness is nowhere near empty
spending time already past is gonna add up quickly
sending thoughts to the future like: who will then miss me?
the weight of the world will it ever be lifted
will i be gifted with a shifted mind again?
climb again?
throw rocks into the ocean tide to my pain?
I’ll have to find out.
Oct 5, 2019
Oct 5, 2019 at 7:40 PM UTC
a list of things
i need to do:
kiss myself
and find the truth.
Oct 5, 2019
Oct 5, 2019 at 7:36 PM UTC
the spark in your eyes
snatched my breath away
addicted to your smile
cause it takes my pain
wish this moment'd last
till eternity
but yet i know
there is now way
to talk to you
so let me say:
remain the same
you're beautiful.
Oct 5, 2019
Oct 5, 2019 at 7:27 PM UTC
i know
i must let you go
disconnect everything
we been
from my soul
get to know
my own again
sit firmly
in my throne and then
be happy
Oct 5, 2019
Oct 5, 2019 at 7:17 PM UTC
let’s sit beneath wild flowers
on wooden stools
with a set of plates and cake
and you relate
to me and i to you
let’s breathe this life
and close our eyes
see more clearly
than we ever might
let’s chat this day away
and reveal the things
we’re scared to say
and when the sky will fade
we can claim:
we lived today.
Oct 5, 2019
Oct 5, 2019 at 7:07 PM UTC