Do you find it a curse to love me?
Feels like a burdened mule struggling up that hill again,
Layers of baggage, weight like stones.
I try to drop it; yearn for a better me.
Either leave me be or release this baggage,
Please.
Nov 18, 2013
Nov 18, 2013 at 3:42 PM UTC
Let's Breakup! I hate this nonsense anyway. You say I'm drama, well, you're arrogant and cruel-and I'd rather be dramatic than an *** like you.
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 11:19 PM UTC
I want to walk away from you.
I want to be able to drop you,
and not be phased by your cries.
I cant stand this anxious lingering;
this cringing inside me that twists my nerves.
My heart clings to the brightness,
and I want to die.
Give up, move on.
I want to torture you.
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 11:15 PM UTC
It's okay.
The more you envy the photos,
the more ********
the more negativity,
the more stupidity you are fed;
Because you are sautéd in a lie.
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:29 PM UTC
Sometimes, I want to befriend death.
Not to evade it,
But to watch myself suffer.
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:27 PM UTC
I envy you.
You are unmoved by emotion,
Unfettered by your lack of clean underwear,
Unaffected by childish tears and sighs.
Able to numb rigidity through intoxicating brew;
Effortlessly escape to an alternate reality,
Filled with machine guns, a man jumping over turtles, portals of orange and blue.
I may speak, and you may not hear.
I may think, and you may not wonder.
I may seek, and you may not offer.
I envy your indifference,
Your reluctance to physical affirmation.
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:16 PM UTC
Belittle me,
Reduce me of value,
Don't admire my work,
Don't put in the effort.
Forget me.
Show me the face behind your petty mask.
Tell me why you don't mirror the same.
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:03 PM UTC
All these wonderful moments that surround,
haunt me and tease;
I am inspired by.
Oct 29, 2013
Oct 29, 2013 at 1:44 AM UTC
There are depths I seek,
Situate young valleys upon mountain peaks;
I am conflicted in the here and now.
Balance is electric,
I'm dancing with the eels.
Only clouded by my vision,
So hard to tell.
Oct 23, 2013
Oct 23, 2013 at 4:53 PM UTC