I get so satisfied when you enter my mind
Can’t wait for days I’ll be with you all the time
And I don’t understand why we’re so far away
I live in T.O and you live in L.A
But distance means nothing
When you just stop to think
Yes. I’d love to for us to kiss and hug
But when I hear your voice, you become a drug
I feel so relaxed your voice is a sweet melody
Which makes me forget that I feel lonely
Maybe one day we’ll finally meet
But for now your voice is all I need to live
Dec 1, 2015
Dec 1, 2015 at 11:50 AM UTC
crying to you was my only relief
and when you cried with me I felt like we were in this together
but then you said "I'm going to push you away" with tears streaming down your face and in your shaking voice
I couldn't cry myself out of relief
and I tried to touch you and you wouldn't resist but you wouldn't touch me back
I knew you wanted to but you thought you were doing me a favor
"you deserve better, I'm just going to be a loser" "I don't want that for you"
"you would never be a loser in my eyes" I whispered unclear
there was so many times that you would pull me close to you
but here wasn't the case
I'm out of tears now, I'll go through the motions but nothing will come out
I just want to talk to you
but you "don't want anyone to care about you"
"I don't understand" I cry
and you never said anything back to that
cause deep down you don't understand yourself either
Nov 16, 2015
Nov 16, 2015 at 3:34 PM UTC
There’s a boutique of flowers
I set up just for you
Everyday you’d pick out
The most beautiful blue
It’s a pretty bouquet
I thought she’d receive
But the flowers were for me
You were too scared to give
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 9:32 AM UTC
There are things inside my head
That won’t be told
Never be said
And by the time
You’ll find out
It will already be too late
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 9:16 AM UTC
Roses come in red
and in pretty blue
yet daisies stay white
forever and true
Roses have thorns
While daisies are soft
Yet you picked the rose
After you got told
Your hands keep on bleeding
Baby don’t you see?
You picked the wrong flower
and that flower is me
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 9:12 AM UTC
That kisses were stars, I'd give you the sky.
That touches were tears, I would cry.
That love was water, I'd give you the sea.
And be with you for all eternity.
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 11:23 AM UTC
Play with my hair
Make me high
High on ***
Not high on drugs
Make me sweat
Now make me moan
Please go deeper
And don't stop
Make it hurt
Now make me cry
And don't let
This be last time
We are teens
Yet we know how to play
How to pose and how to sweat
And don't let this play be last
Again i wanna feel your precious lust
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 1:00 PM UTC
I had a heart
That i loved so much
So you entered my rib cage
Just to rip it apart
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 12:08 PM UTC
I like being bored
I like being sad
I like being silly
and occasionally mad.
I like to pick my nose
I like to scratch my beard
I like to goof around
and just play it weird.
I love to lay in bed
I love to waste my time
And when it strikes my head
I often write or rhyme.
I hate when I'm alone
and when I have to cry
when I'm on my own
either drunk or high.
But life is now
and it's not wrong
to take a bow
and write a song.
Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 11:49 AM UTC
I want to tell you
The things you don’t know
I want to let you see
The things that don’t show
The things about me
That I hold deep inside
The things about me
That I try and hide
That I hide so well
But now its time
To come out of this shell
Just once more
I’ll try and show her
In hopes to leave her heart astir
Butterflies in her tummy
And weak in the knees
I’m begging you please
Just listen to me
I’m not all they make me out to be
I just want you to see
Me, just me
Not the way they see me
But the way I see me
The way I want us to be
Alone but happy
Where I love you
And you love me
Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 11:48 AM UTC