The reason why I write
Is when I am hurt
At that moment
Or for a long time
The reason why I'm hurt
Is when I am left
By my friend
Or a lover of mine
And when I'm hurt
I can't help but write
A number of poems
And their name in acrostic
And when it's written
They disappear entirely
From my heart
From my life
This is the curse of my writing
I have written several about you
And now I'm afraid
That I might lose you
Jun 11, 2017
Jun 11, 2017 at 11:00 AM UTC
Just a few years back, I remember how I tried not to mingle
As I am being surrounded by new faces.
I prefer to wait for my colleagues from other sections
Than spending time with the unwanted people.
I've been clinging so much with the past
That I almost missed the beauty of the present.
So, I slowly adjusted as someone had lead the way
Finally, I have a home to stay.
But things happen for a reason
Like what my friend have written.
On how such a wind can change
The direction of the wings it takes.
I suddenly felt like an alien
From my very own planet.
An area that I used to call home
Is now conquered by people I don't even know
May 15, 2017
May 15, 2017 at 12:56 PM UTC
Today is a very special day
I don't know which words to say
But I hope that you are okay
Even if you just slept all day
I've been thinking a lot of things
Like crafting or buying gifts
But I failed to save up for these
Instead, I'm here writing this
I used to spend days writing our papers
Always saying, there's still time for later
But writing sweet poems such as this
It took me just minutes, I won't remiss
Today marks your young adult year
New doors will open, and the light is near
I hope you're having fun with your mates
Drinking and laughing like old time's sake
Apr 18, 2017
Apr 18, 2017 at 11:56 AM UTC
If only I can manipulate the time
Just like in the movies
I'll make the best choices
Lessen my mistakes
Knows which food is better
No more failed relationships
Ace my failed courses
Knows who to trust
Who to ignore
And what to believe
I would go back
Change everything that has to be changed
Replace sad memories with happy ones
And meet you at our favorite spots
But I wouldn't
Not because it is impossible
Nor I was a happy, satisfied kid
But because whatever happened in the past
Is what molded me for what I am today
What about the sad memories?
It is hard to forget
But it made me stronger, better
I may not be perfect
I don't have anything to be proud of
But this is me
And you'd have to accept
For who I am
Jan 2, 2017
Jan 2, 2017 at 3:51 PM UTC
I was broken
Shattered, wrecked
Torn into million pieces
I had tasted
The bitterness of love
The saltiness of blood
I had the worst
Encountering people
Walking out of my life
But it felt so good
Even when it hurts
But I am no *********
I have learned
Whom to trust
Whom to ignore
Beyond all those pain
Every step molds me
Into a better, stronger person
Dec 25, 2016
Dec 25, 2016 at 3:01 PM UTC
So I was wondering
How do people define
A perfect relationship
I thought
Maybe it was physically
But it changes
For a period of time
I thought
Maybe it was the wealth
That can buy everything
Wants, needs
I thought
Maybe it was the words
Smooth talker
*** kisser
I thought
Maybe it was the performance
In dates
At home
On bed
But as I go deeper
And deeper
I have thought
Of so many reason
To define
A perfect relationship
In the end
No one
Can really define
A perfect relationship
For it depends
On the happiness
Of that person
Dec 22, 2016
Dec 22, 2016 at 1:41 PM UTC
For once I thought that I won't make the same mistake again
It seems that the world revolves just like the past I've burned
The friendship I've carefully handled and preserved
I even invested time and concern
I thought we were true friends
Separated when we were trying to surpass our own dreams
It seems that you're like the others
Leaving when you've find someone you've once dreamed
How could you turn your back from me?
Friendship should have no boundaries
Aren't we even allowed to laugh?
Or just talk all night about nonsense things
I asked you
*When should I only be allowed to message you?*
And then you just told me
The most ******** response I've ever heard of
Dec 17, 2016
Dec 17, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC
I never thought that we’ll end up to this
Memories I’d kept and now thrown to abyss
Nights we’ve shared together for me it was so special
How could you replace me and still remain happy at all
I tried to sweep it off from my heavy shoulders
And thought of walking alone through the forest and wonders
‘Cause the identical body that was once beside me
Is now enjoying the sea with somebody not me
I still believe that scars will remain in us
But things would be different from the way it was
If ever you notice me and what’s new
Don’t mind me, I am tired of accepting back a friend I once knew
Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 7:25 AM UTC
Remember the days
When we’re both drunk in love,
Hands touching each other’s heart,
And those passionate eyes.
Those were the days
When we still jump for joys,
Laughing, hearing no other noise.
But that was replaced
With words we never meant to say,
People trying to break
A love that was already at stake.
I tried to be strong
Because one has to believe
That everything is worth a song
Until then,
My hands slipped off of the rope,
A rope that once I thought was long,
Long enough for my hopes to hold.
I thought of you as the enemy
So I could easily forget all the wounds you’ve caused to me
Because it is easier to hate than nothing at all.
I though it will last forever,
The grudge I’m holding on for months.
But an angel was sent down
To guide and fix up our hearts’ frown.
I never thought how much you were affected
For I was blinded with my own fears and tears
Now my memories of us came back
As we accept each other again,
Nothing will be the same, ever again.
Questions were left unanswered
Because in love, actions will always be better than words.
Always remember
“A love that once existed,
Will never ever fade away.”
Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 8:04 AM UTC
You are my light
That shines so bright even at night
My world you turned from black to white
I love you even if I lose my sight
If challenges would try to break us apart
I will fight, for I will never break your heart
Loyalty and faithfulness will guide our way
I love you no matter what they say
I cannot abandon you even if there is a million reason
I will always find a way, for my love has won
I do not have to count years, because it will never be enough
I will just treasure the memories that you and I have
But, darling, things may not be in our favor
Just like the failed relationships before
I vow to the gods and goddesses
That nothing can tear us apart
Our love is tied with vicious kisses
I love you from the bottom of my heart
Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 10:26 AM UTC