It's time to say goodbye
to the girl I used to be
so look me in the eye
and promise you won't wait for me
I'm sorry to break your heart
but I just ain't coming back
I'm done playing my part
it's been turning my heart black
I'm sorry to break your heart
but I just can't force myself to stay
it's better when we're apart
so I will stay away
... somewhere I have no part to play.
P.S. we wouldn't work anyway
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 1:25 PM UTC
The reason why I write
Is when I am hurt
At that moment
Or for a long time
The reason why I'm hurt
Is when I am left
By my friend
Or a lover of mine
And when I'm hurt
I can't help but write
A number of poems
And their name in acrostic
And when it's written
They disappear entirely
From my heart
From my life
This is the curse of my writing
I have written several about you
And now I'm afraid
That I might lose you
Jun 11, 2017
Jun 11, 2017 at 11:00 AM UTC
Just a few years back, I remember how I tried not to mingle
As I am being surrounded by new faces.
I prefer to wait for my colleagues from other sections
Than spending time with the unwanted people.
I've been clinging so much with the past
That I almost missed the beauty of the present.
So, I slowly adjusted as someone had lead the way
Finally, I have a home to stay.
But things happen for a reason
Like what my friend have written.
On how such a wind can change
The direction of the wings it takes.
I suddenly felt like an alien
From my very own planet.
An area that I used to call home
Is now conquered by people I don't even know
May 15, 2017
May 15, 2017 at 12:56 PM UTC
Today is a very special day
I don't know which words to say
But I hope that you are okay
Even if you just slept all day
I've been thinking a lot of things
Like crafting or buying gifts
But I failed to save up for these
Instead, I'm here writing this
I used to spend days writing our papers
Always saying, there's still time for later
But writing sweet poems such as this
It took me just minutes, I won't remiss
Today marks your young adult year
New doors will open, and the light is near
I hope you're having fun with your mates
Drinking and laughing like old time's sake
Apr 18, 2017
Apr 18, 2017 at 11:56 AM UTC
If only I can manipulate the time
Just like in the movies
I'll make the best choices
Lessen my mistakes
Knows which food is better
No more failed relationships
Ace my failed courses
Knows who to trust
Who to ignore
And what to believe
I would go back
Change everything that has to be changed
Replace sad memories with happy ones
And meet you at our favorite spots
But I wouldn't
Not because it is impossible
Nor I was a happy, satisfied kid
But because whatever happened in the past
Is what molded me for what I am today
What about the sad memories?
It is hard to forget
But it made me stronger, better
I may not be perfect
I don't have anything to be proud of
But this is me
And you'd have to accept
For who I am
Jan 2, 2017
Jan 2, 2017 at 3:51 PM UTC
I was broken
Shattered, wrecked
Torn into million pieces
I had tasted
The bitterness of love
The saltiness of blood
I had the worst
Encountering people
Walking out of my life
But it felt so good
Even when it hurts
But I am no *********
I have learned
Whom to trust
Whom to ignore
Beyond all those pain
Every step molds me
Into a better, stronger person
Dec 25, 2016
Dec 25, 2016 at 3:01 PM UTC
So I was wondering
How do people define
A perfect relationship
I thought
Maybe it was physically
But it changes
For a period of time
I thought
Maybe it was the wealth
That can buy everything
Wants, needs
I thought
Maybe it was the words
Smooth talker
*** kisser
I thought
Maybe it was the performance
In dates
At home
On bed
But as I go deeper
And deeper
I have thought
Of so many reason
To define
A perfect relationship
In the end
No one
Can really define
A perfect relationship
For it depends
On the happiness
Of that person
Dec 22, 2016
Dec 22, 2016 at 1:41 PM UTC
For once I thought that I won't make the same mistake again
It seems that the world revolves just like the past I've burned
The friendship I've carefully handled and preserved
I even invested time and concern
I thought we were true friends
Separated when we were trying to surpass our own dreams
It seems that you're like the others
Leaving when you've find someone you've once dreamed
How could you turn your back from me?
Friendship should have no boundaries
Aren't we even allowed to laugh?
Or just talk all night about nonsense things
I asked you
*When should I only be allowed to message you?*
And then you just told me
The most ******** response I've ever heard of
Dec 17, 2016
Dec 17, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC
I never thought that we’ll end up to this
Memories I’d kept and now thrown to abyss
Nights we’ve shared together for me it was so special
How could you replace me and still remain happy at all
I tried to sweep it off from my heavy shoulders
And thought of walking alone through the forest and wonders
‘Cause the identical body that was once beside me
Is now enjoying the sea with somebody not me
I still believe that scars will remain in us
But things would be different from the way it was
If ever you notice me and what’s new
Don’t mind me, I am tired of accepting back a friend I once knew
Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 7:25 AM UTC