Why am I running to him?
When he’s running from me
Its as if this determines my likability
Stay present
Focus on you
Rumination and worry
Will only lead to doubt.
Break free
Don't stress
If it's meant to be, it will be
If the glass is half full
You can’t fill it to the top.
It needs to be filled by two.
To create lasting harmony
Heart raw
And wanting more
There is a hand suspended
Hanging in the air
Love me or lose me
Mar 12, 2021
Mar 12, 2021 at 9:54 AM UTC
you claim to be honorable
you seem all American
But what if America *****
That flag just billowing with pride and honor
Is just waiving for attention
And you're not really that golden retriever
You're just a dog
One without proper training
Disloyal and fraught
No one can blame a dog
They focus on the present
They stick to what they know
They don't fly
communicate
Emote
You want attention from every girl but me
You are so desperately seeking love
From everyone
Everyone
Other than yourself
You claim to focus on awareness and equanimity
But what if you really just need to focus
On to hurting others
Because
You **** at that.
Jun 28, 2020
Jun 28, 2020 at 4:38 PM UTC
Stronger
fitter
more friends
it's all better
but I gave everything to you
Isn't there something beautiful in that
As sad
Toxic
Abusive
And broken as it was
I was all yours
Whole
Now my heart is broken up
Bite-size pieces
A low-risk endeavor
Bulletproof
I have a strong pipeline
Many contenders
But there was something about that love
I miss
May 15, 2020
May 15, 2020 at 9:18 PM UTC
I'm tracking in mud
Slogging
Waiting for time
To heal the wounds
But fighting aging
To keep myself feeling young
Fertile
Eligible
Young
Vibrant
I'm exhausted
I don't want another one of these
Love doesn't feel good
You ruined it.
It feels better to be alone
Safer
Numb
But still unhappy.
Dec 23, 2019
Dec 23, 2019 at 3:32 PM UTC