I try to say am fine
But the words get stuck in my throat
I try to say am fine
With hands shaking,dripping with blood
I try to say am fine
While cowering away fron my demons
I try to say am fine
While clutching the ***** bottle between my knees
I try to say am fine
As i tryed to save them
GOD HELP ME
GOD HELP THEM
GOD SAVE US FROM THE MONSTER HIDDEN WITH IN ME!!!
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 2:08 AM UTC
I didn't know...
that someone could mean so much to me
that I would lose you
that I would cry every night because of you
that I would miss you so much
that you would make me want alcohol just to forget you
I didn't know you'd ***** me up mental
the dead are living wall the living are dying
and just once I want to the dying
so I don't have to deal with the hole in my chest
or my broken eyes
I didn't know...
Dec 20, 2013
Dec 20, 2013 at 11:42 PM UTC
alll i ever wanted was a saviour
someone who whoud save the humman race from them selves
turn up your music and let them know that we are not going to back down
we as the teenage race must stand up and fight for what we belive in
for what we belive in, for what needs to be said, for what we know is true
its time to rebale
its time to fight
its time for us to save the world
Sep 15, 2012
Sep 15, 2012 at 12:51 PM UTC
must be something new they say
a new dance they say
the girl with the good body they say
created it they say
must be something new they say
what if we took that new dance and started something
stated we whoudent back down with out a fight
with out blood shed
with out a war
with out a sound we sink back in to the night
must be something new they say
Jul 8, 2012
Jul 8, 2012 at 11:45 PM UTC
he had broken me. left me on the floor, broken and bleeding.
i can still hear him, hiting you with his fist.
i want to yell at him. tell him to come after me and not you.
but i cant. and i never will.
he comes bursting in. i tell you to go and hide. dont come out, no matter what you hear.
you run and hide. he comes in stagering. he's drunk.
he comes closer.
"hey baby" he slurs. he's so close i can smell the jack on him.
i want to run, but before i know it he has me pind agunts the bed.
as he starts to slap me, i only cry out once, telling him to stop!
he yells " WHY DONT YOU LOVE ME?"
i cant anser him, which only makes him slap me harder.
he stops, as he hears his baby girl crying in the other room.
he gets off me. " dont worry rose, mama coming."
Mar 4, 2012
Mar 4, 2012 at 11:04 PM UTC
i open my eyes and am in a dreamland,laying next to you. your hair tickling my face. i miss this. i miss my dreamland. your soft lips pressed agenst mine. this is purfacshin. this is my dreamland. i need my dreamland. i want my dreamland back. i want you back. that one night, shaterd my dreamland. the one night you said goodbye.
Jan 29, 2012
Jan 29, 2012 at 10:08 PM UTC